Friday, November 30, 2007/9:52 AM
we missed the outing today cos we were too late when we reach the home lah. but it was 塞翁失马。cos in turn we get to watch a choir performance from some american organisation, where its members are all caucacians. i tell you. they really sing VERY well. they sang quite a number of christmas carols which are really superb.i don't kniow why. 我超感动。感动到想哭！她们就像天使来到了反间。她们一开口，每个人的头上就好像冒出一个个环。天使头上的环，然后就有一对白色的翅膀。哈哈.okok.有点夸张。但她们真的很厉害啦。原来christmas songs 是这么好听的。[[[[[[[[[:

今天在那里做了蛮多事的。陪他们玩 UNO cards， 陪他们做一些手工， 陪他们为圣诞老人上色。不错不错。至少那里的人都开始认识我们，接受我们。我想没有什么会比这还要值得开心吧。[:

我越去，就越来越喜欢那里的人。(anyway,那些需要照顾的人都被那些 leader 称为 client.我也不懂为什么啦。)
今天去又认识了一个client.他的名字叫michael。he is a joker lah. the way he talks really very funny. but a bit lor sor。而且他什么语言都会。哈哈。。。

虽然我不清楚那里的人到底哪一些真的认识我们，可以记住我们。但也许那不重要吧。我们每一次去，他们都会很热情的打招呼。离开时，他们也会很兴奋的和我们挥手道别。我想这样也已经很够了。。。

昨天又在msn遇到他。也不算是遇到，就有约好一起上线。。。昨天应该是最后一次在msn聊天了吧。听他说他还得去别的地方。。。所以不知道什么时候才能再得知他的境况了。
我才发现。他离开后，我一直都在做我们之前做过的事。
最近已经习惯性的从 lot one 走路回家。到了家楼下会不经意的坐在fitness corner 的椅子上。上了巴士会直接走到最后一排的椅子，坐在最靠近窗的椅子上。。。真是奇怪。怎么会这样呢？

好了。就这样。拜拜咯~

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Thursday, November 29, 2007/11:52 AM
went to metta home again today. we still didn't do much. except sat there and "played" with the people.就也不算是一起玩。因为不懂怎么沟通。所以只是静静的坐在一旁，看着他们重复的在做同样的东西。他们真的都很可爱。有一个叫 Ah hoon 的。 she sings, she laughs, she plays, she dances, she talks. and she is really cute.她很容易开心，很容易就开怀大笑。毫不害羞的在我们面前跳舞，唱歌。我很喜欢她。

另一个非常友善。每次看见我跟yuping都会对我们笑。可爱的是，她和我们打招呼的方式是跟我们沟沟小指头。[: 很温馨对不对。

其实他们都很可爱。跟他们在一起真的蛮开心的。明天会和他们一起去outing.很期待。我想跟他们在一起，我就会开心的笑。

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007/1:29 PM
Ah.met him online today.FINALLY.i basically ran home from my bus stop when yongxiang sms-ed me.haha.then i act as if nothing happened when i reached my door step.(in case my mum laughs her head off)

anyway,so today went back to co.nothing much.except that me and yuping spent most of our time in the staff room 跟卓老师哈啦。。。and ms lim joined us later.well, it's just another round of teasing.but okay lah.we also talked about other things.and 重点是，they are really very childish.hah.after which had dinner with them.

yuping said something funny today.
we were talking about she had to take care of me mah.then i aked her does that mean that if anything happen, 她可以死，我绝对不可以啦。
and she replied“不好不好。姐夫叫我照顾你吗，如果在他回来之前我先死掉，他回来后一定会来鞭尸。。。”哈哈。
how cute(dumb) can she get? hah.

i missed jiji leh. those jiji gatherings.where we played like there's no tomorrow.laughed like siao lang. shouted like nobody's business.when will there be one again?

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007/1:40 PM
Today went out to find jobs with yuping. which failed again. we understand lah.our schedule really hard for us to find any jobs.so we gave up.and guess what.we went to do volunteer work instead. [[[[[[: we went to the Metta Home for the Disabled & Metta Home Day Activity Centre at marsling.we volunteer ourselves to provide disability care for the intellectually disabled and would probably play with them or teach them simple art and crafts.
well, i think it's good lah.it's really something meaningful.at least we are not wasting our time;not rotting at home.heh heh.there are actually so many things we could do.so many people we could help.so many new things we could learn.
They may be intellectually disabled but they are really innocent people.they might take more time to understand something.but at least they really listen to you.总觉得他们都很真，很单纯。他们所有人都保持着许多人都已经失去的那一份纯真。 跟他们在一起，才发现自己一直都在这个尔虞我诈的世界里打拼，生存。。。
today was the first day we went and we did nothing much actually. i think we didn't make it on time for their activity of the day bah. so we just helped with some x'mas decoration and looked around.we would be there throughout the december holiday for every monday,wednesday,thursday.if we could be of some help and that time permits,maybe will continue to volunteer ourselves even when school reopens.这搞不好是我们活的十六年来做的最有意义的事吧！哈哈~

i will be getting my edusave!!! first time in my life.since i just convert to singaporean this year. woohoo~爽毙了！

哦。今天是他离开的第二天。哈哈。原来他离开前有叫yuping要好好照顾我。真够傻的。我毕竟才是她们的老大leh。哈哈。但其实蛮受宠若惊的（也有暗爽）。就没想到他会这样啊。。。

anyway,我老妈挺可爱的。本来以为她是逼不得已才让我跟他在一起的。（她好像怕我会跟他私奔。哈哈哈~）但这几天她竟跟我说起以前我老爸追她的往事。原来我老妈很现实。那时候跟我老爸约会时，有告诉她的朋友，如果那一顿饭我老爸不请，她就绝对不跟他在一起。幸亏我老爸还不赖，请她吃那一顿饭。今天才会有我们这三兄妹。。。哈哈！好笑hor.
说这个绝对没有要暗示的意思。所以我的‘记帮’不须小题大做。[:

oh.and i'm so glad my dear qiaohui picked herself up again.要加油~

就说到这儿。拜拜~

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Monday, November 26, 2007/3:50 PM
i started to blog when i was in lower sec. and i stopped for good during sec 2. but here i am again. back to blogging. i'm not sure how long this will last. it might end soon. ha. maybe this is the first and last post. heh heh. ok. bu hao xiao.
今天 0740am的班机。他飞咯。
他离开的今天，我看见了彩虹。真想扁他一顿。干吗这个时候回去。嗨。。。但算了。人家两年才回去一次啦。ok的 ok的。
我跟他的事几乎整个co都懂。身边的朋友也都懂。（到现在应该还在传开当中）简直是见鬼啦！明明是两个人的事。嗨。。现在闹得沸沸扬扬。实在是看不下去。。。有些人是真的为我们开心。所以就也还好。但好像也有为了传而传的人在我们身边。会怕leh！
anyway,今天和 qiaohui 聊了满久的。也说了满多废话。简直是笑死我！
我们说到我多么理智什么的。但我就跟她说这种事很难讲。搞不好几年后在街上遇到我，看见我鼻青脸肿，还死都要跟在他后面。哈哈。。。okok。不好笑。

还说到她一个朋友因为她的另一半在她生气时用一包 50cents 的 hello panda 来哄她开心，她竟然就真的开心上一整天。而且还很宽容（应该说傻）的原谅了她的另一半。 。。拜托 hello panda 不是真的巧克力。至少送巧克力还比较像样点对不对。

然后我跟她说搞不好那一天，他把我惹毛了，随便一包 MILO 就可以搞定我。哈哈。。。笑死我们啊。。。

可是其实也对。以后的事真的不会有人知道的吗。who knows what will happen? 所以就只好珍惜现在。。。珍惜眼前人。。。

okok. i think that's about it. 拜拜咯！

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