Sunday, December 30, 2007/2:56 PM
countdown to a brand new year: 2 days ;]

hello. i feel like dying now. I AM THE EMCEE FOR TOMORROW'S BBCO PERFORMANCE.
this is like. the first first first time im doing mc.

i can talk nonsence and crap alot. but coming to serious talking, i really cmi sia. pls don't boo me if i really did badly lah. haha. i didn't want to.

hah..各位来宾，大家晚上好。欢迎来到武吉巴督民众俱乐部华乐团所呈现的“青年独奏音乐会” ....
LOL. i know you are laughing. please stop.

met him after the practice. talked(crapped) alot. but it ended off in a bad note. touched on some topic which bothers me very much.
yeah. but it's okay. things gonna turn out fine.(i know i hope)

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Saturday, December 29, 2007/7:46 AM
countdown to a brand new year: 3 days ;]

oh yes! im finally alone at home. ALL ALONE. it has been a very long time since i get to be alone at home.

i seriously enjoy this freedom and silence.

dad's not around asking me things which i really don't want/wish to answer.(i know im really bad. sorry!)

mum's not around asking me to pack my newspapers or my books that are supposed to be passed to my cousin.

bro's not around hogging the computer.

sis's not around watching the tv for like 24 hours and laughing like siao lang at some ridiculous comedy/showbiz.

oh yeah. IM ALONE.

im trying out yuping's way of life during the holidays -- lie on the bed for the whole day and think this think that,basically doing nothing. have been longing to try that out.
and so i tried in the morning. but i fall alseep instead. wahahaha~
逊掉 sia.

how do you all spend the day at home one arh. share leh share leh~ then maybe i can try also. haha.

bye bye.

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Friday, December 28, 2007/4:35 PM
countdown to a brand new year: 3 days ;]

也许我们对彼此都不够坦白。有什么事，都不和对方说。宁愿选择放在心里，或跟自己最要好的朋友讲，也不会向对方坦诚。

我们很幸运。遇到了一群希望我们好，希望我们幸福的朋友。所以他们都会以自己的方式来帮助我们。like yesterday. if huiying,turbo,yuping had not told me there is something wrong between us, i would still think "it is okay".

回到家想了很久。心里很难过。

因为想起我和我那群死档就快要分离。

因为感叹以后应该不会再遇到这样好的朋友。这么真心希望我好，我快乐的朋友。

其实我心里明白，到了最后，留在pj的最多只会剩我跟baba.

yuping 会走， turbo 会走， huiying 应该也会走， yizhuang 搞不好会跟 huiying 一起走。

i think i don't have to say anything much already. i have touched on this topic umpteen times.

just like the lyrics of this song, Heres my promise made tonight.You can count on me for life.
(yes. to all my friends, you can count on me for life.)

alright. back to me n him. went for movies today. saw tokyongbin at work. haha. he's really serious. we stood for a long time outside sakae but he didn't realise at all. stand until the manager also diao-ed us liao. he still never realise. all the way until we finished the movie, we walked past again, he finally saw us.

actually我不懂我们在尴尬什么。每次在一起时就会很尴尬。
其实我不知道他在想什么。他也不明白我怎么想。因为我们从来不说。我不希望有一天，要知道他的心情时，得透过其他人来告诉我。而他也要从别人口中听到关于我的事。

sorry,i don't know how to be a good partner yet.

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/2:22 AM
countdown to a brand new year: 4days ;]

went out with yuping,huiying,ali,turbo,jiamin,junyang,edward and yongxiang ytd.
PS:cixian, pls don't scold me. cannot ask you along cos it's more of a 4e5 gathering. sorry sorry!

it was a post-xmas celebration. and we went to seoul garden(without edward) from 12.30 till 4.30pm or so. we eat until we were very full. played games with scary forfeits. but it was fun! 我不知道什么时候还会有这样的机会，这样一起玩，一起闹。因为很快的，我们就要分道扬镳了。
then huying did some 算命 thing. which i said i didn't want to play it but it was suppose to 算 about me and junyang. so he played. to him, it was rather accurate(he told me afterwards). and he was quite bothered, from what i can see. well, that's the reason why i didn't want to play in the begining. 如果算出来是good thing，那就大家happy lah。但如果是什么不好的,it will just keep bothering that person isn't it?
but all in all. huiying is good. haha. i thought some parts are quite accurate bah. she got potential to be those sorcerer. haha.

then we went to jurong entertainment centre for a game of pool. (sorry. i really don't unds what's so fun about pool. haha.) so me n yuping didn't play but we sit down and talk. soon, edward joined us with a box of chocolate. very nice of him actually. i think edward is one of those few people worth knowing in 4e5 lah.serious. he is really a very good friend. 但也许发现的时候太晚了吧。we are moving on to a new journey now. but i know we would not lose contact. cos i see the potential of us being forever friends! ;]

then we played cards games which was very fun. ;]

after which we went to IMM. we bought a jiji tee again with junyang paying for us first cos we all pok liao. then it was some shopping together.

then......
i don't know how to blog about this. 我想了很久也不懂该怎么写，怎么 start.

我们走到一半，huiying,turbo and yuping came to tell me something. they said they 看不下去了。她们说我跟他怎么像陌生人一样。比以前还是朋友时还陌生。they said i choose friends over him. he understands but he is sad.

actually i really don't know how to continue. i couldn't get into sleep ytd night,cos the scene kept replaying in my mind.

erm. give me some time. let me think of how to continue.

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007/2:21 PM
countdown to a brand new year: 6 days ;]
it's christmas!
heh heh.let me see.
christmas present:
1)doll(vivian)
2)shoe(huiting & kuang ying)
3)adidas red t-shirt(uncle leslie)
4)photo album(jiji)
5)chocolate(junyang)
6)photo album,shoe,purse,belt(mum)

hmm. that's about it.
and yah. zhoujunyang is back. he bluffed me, saying he was stranded in xi an and wouldn't be back so soon. and tried to cheat me today too. but TOO BAD. i'm too smart. heh heh.

ALL THANKS TO HUIYING SIA. 同流合污with him！
haii.sometimes i wish i wasn't that smart. *wahahahahaha*

and so. went to uncle leslie's house today for xmas celebration.i must say, it's getting boring-er and boring-er each year. i think we all grow up le bah.

alright. got to go. bye!

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Tuesday, December 25, 2007/12:09 PM
count down to a brand new year: 7 days ;)

Dear santa,
it's christmas again and here is my wish list. i know some are ridiculous and hard to achieve. but please 给机会我.maybe you can grant me a wish or two!
1)i wish none of my friends are leaving me.
2)i wish we can always be together like now.
3)i wish we would not face so much teasing from others.
4)i wish holiday never ends.
5)i wish jc life wouldn't begin.
6)i wish happiness for the people around me.
7)i wish for everyone's safety in the upcoming year.
final thing. santa, 8)and i wish everyday is christmas.

have a blessed christmas, merry xmas. ;)

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Monday, December 24, 2007/12:43 PM
countdown to a brand new year:8 days

there was xmas gift exchange at bbco today. nice. i realised i got vivian's gift this year. and last year she got my gift! haha. anyway, the gift was a penguin that sings and walks. so cute sia. although 我听不懂 what singing it, it is still very cute.

and i also received a pair of shoes which costs a bomb. $29.90 sia... i so paisei! never prepare for them..

then bought quite alot of things with mum this few days. shall treat them as xmas present! heh heh.
and bought xmas present for my sis too. a bag,a bear and a notebook. of course not i pay. i seriously pok gai le.don't know where all my money go liao...so i choose and my mother pay for it. not bad liao hor. i this kind of sister. her bag costs a big bomb sia.

and i want to tell jiji sumthing. i saw really NICE AND SOLID photo album at more than words today which is really cheap. haii. cheaper+nicer than the one we bought together. damn sad sia. but end up i bought one still lah. cos its really nice and cheap. and i think i should have that many photos de.
今年拍的照片比我从小到大，这十六年来拍得多。。。

it's gonna be a new year soon. and jc life has to start. no more such slacking days. no more going out with friends. no more watching tv for the whole day. no more sitting infront of computer from 5pm to 1am updating on a post(the malaysia trip one). haii. very sad leh.

ok lah ok lah. shall go watch tv. enjoy as much as i can now bah. you guys too! enjoy while you still can. don't say i never remind you hor.

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Sunday, December 23, 2007/4:29 PM
count down to a brand new year: 8 days ;]

went xmas shopping with yuping today. oh yeah. bought quite a number of presents for others and myself.
its nice doing some last minute shopping at orchard at this time. cos there are lots and lots of people! and all are carrying bags and bags of christmas goodies- ah.the season of giving.
orchard road was filled with shoppers and activities going on.
i love xmas. ;]

anyway, saw this guy who had his ear piercing as big as a 20cents coin. I AM NOT JOKING.
it's freaking scary sia. it's like putting a ring through the ear lobe with the centre part still hollow.
awwwwwww. frightening right?

oh yeah. shall stop here.
goodnights.

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Saturday, December 22, 2007/3:41 PM
count down to a brand new year: 10 days.;]

went blog hopping and saw quite a number of people updating on the msia trip.

very interesting indeed.

and yeah. everyone wanted to go back to msia. no parents; only best friends,best co mates.

and thanks to cixian, she introduced me this photo editing website. woo! nice one.

take a look at the photos at my profile.
anyway, told cixian about my blog. she was kinda shock and angry. haha. cos i didn't tell her about it until today. paisei lah. i don't want others to know mah.


was on the bus today when i saw this scene which really pissed me off.
a heavily pregnant women boarded the bus with her mother and her little daughter. to my surprise, nobody gave up their seats to them!
on seeing their plight, i quickly gave up my comfaortable STANDING place to them.
this middle age lady infront of the pregnant lady must be blind-hoqw could she not give up her seat to the pregnant women? i literally diao-ed her. and the most irritating thing is that her sons(one older and one younger), also never intend to give up their seats sia.
what the hell???!!!?!?!
what is the freaking problem with these singaporeans?
somemore there is also this 2 elderly whom i think really needed a seat but couldn't get one!
really feel like smacking the lady right in her face sia.
then just when there's 2 empty seats available, an auntie rush for the seat. ok. maybe she really need it.
then for the other seat,a few of us helped the pregnant lady to the seat.
i'm waiting sia. if another gundoo want to snatch her seat, i', really gonna shout at him/her.
though the pregnant lady got her seat,she still have a daughter leh.so she seriously need 2 seats. the people around saw her plight and yet, nobody gave up their seats.
what the hell?
they behaving like they not pregnant before, they wouldn't get pregnant someday,they wouldn't grow old like that.
so damn pissed sia. should have taken the scene and put it online to let others see such disgusting people.
for that lady hor, she can actually give up at least one seat one leh.her son can sit on her lap one right. what. her son buttok made of durian shell ah.
luckily she still got a bit of liang xin after all. after a long bus ride, she finally gave up one of the seats to an old man. but that came so late lor!
and what makes things worse is that the driver very kayu! keep jerking sia.
haii. this really spoil my day man.


and yeah. tml going xmas shopping with yuping. heh heh. ;]]]]]

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Friday, December 21, 2007/5:08 PM
and so. im back from my malaysia trip. it was definitely a fun,a meaningful, a fruitful and a memorable one!

have learnt so much and gain so much from the trip.

all 4days 3night have been filled with laughter and joy. and these memories need to be penned down or recorded somehow.

i could feel that all the juniors have grown up and matured. i could feel the passion for co in them and that made me really very touched. this trip had definitely bonded the co more. and i can say,我可以放心离开。it's time i really step down and pass on the baton.
this time, i'm really leaving.不需要牵挂什么。因为 co 一定会好好的.

shall let the pictures to do the rest of the talking:


DAY 1

we departed from school to muar.
we were at the chung hua high school.

the school is quite beautiful, i must say. and it's really big. students DRIVE around. haha.


classroom-outer view



classroom-inner view

tables damn small leh. i think sure not enough for us to put our books de man.


school compound. i think this is their newer building bah


after some introduction of the school, the music exchange program starts.
a picture of swiss co with mr lee.

the last piece was a combined piece where both schools played together.
it was nice!

chung hwa high sch co with their conductor. this is the only school where there is a conductor(adult and not a student)


this is their student conductor. he is really pro. i 'm very impressed with the COs in msia sia. cos they do not really have/need a teacher-in-charge. all activities are run by the students themselves. even the training of juniors. they don't have any instructors for that. see how fortunate swiss co are? with the best tic, best conductors...

after the exchange, the co prepared some refreshments for us and it is also a time for us to interact with the co people there.

these are my juniors:eileen(qudi),peiyi(gaoyinsheng;]),felicia(bangdi)

after which we went around the school with the woodwinds people there and took some photos together. they are really nice and friendly people.


us again.


lastly, there was a group photo.

it was a great experience in the school and we were all very impressed with their standard despite the fact that they do not have much money and resources. most of them have their own instruments at home. i believe it is that passion that keeps them going on bah.

after the exchange, we went for dinner and then we checked into our hotel.

katerina hotel. nice. 4 stars. haha

outside view of the hotel

me and yuping's room number

and i tell you. my mum strike lottery today cos of this number. hahas. i think it was toto. 07 and 17. lol. but please don't kidnap me. cos it was jus a very small amount of money. haha.

the bedroom.


the view from my room's window.


after bathing,cixian,turbo,jieying and cheryl come to our room. we watched 红星大奖 together. after which took some some photos.
this photo was really solid right? turbo was captured when she was "flying". lol.


this was the" after" for the fly photo.


then as usual, we went into the toilet for some photo taking.


please don't 流鼻血。haha. actually we trying to act 性感。;]

after that we played cards with junda. we gambled till 2am. then we went back to sleep...

DAY 2:
after breakfast in the hotel, we checked out from the hotel and proceed to batu pahat for another exchange.

it was at hwa ren sec sch.






their hall.


as we tour around the school, we saw this 完美楼.it is really a very beautiful beautiful building！look at the building with the sky as the backdrop. nice right?


me and my mother:ms ong.

congrats to her. she's pregnant! ;]


i must say, this school is really very ncie and well decorated with solid paintings done by the students themselves. look at this portrait.from far, u see three heads. if we go closer,you will see alot more drawings. I-M-P-R-E-S-S-I-V-E


the teachers mimic-ing the drawings. ;]

ms toh is VERY VERY VERY CUTE right? i love her man. ;]]]]

LOL!






these are little little square paintings on the wall beside their school's basket ball court that make up the large portrait. i know you are impressed too.


then we went to look at the classrooms.
it has been ages since i saw a BLACK BOARD! heh heh.

their classroom walls are also nicely painting with drawings. the room looked so lively and colourful！








look at how they decorated their classrooms walls! they are B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L



chinese painting found in the wall of the classroom. very very magnificent!


even the switches they also want to paint leh. strong sia
hwa ren school compound.

this school is really very pretty with lots of artefacts and paintings on the wall done by students.
hwa ren secondary chinese orchesra.
swiss co

after the exchange, they organised some interactive games for us to play. i didn't get to join in cos natalie was sick and i tooked care of her.
the school' standard is also very high and they have no conductors. only some advisers which i think is zo bo one.

bbco sheng-ers,swiss sheng-ers and hwa ren sheng-ers.
they are really pro people!!!!! we really cant compete with them sia

after some interaction and refreshment, before we leve, we took a group photo again.
给我留下最深刻影响的就是这件学校。因为这里的学生真得太热情了!很受宠若惊的感觉！离开时，真的有些依依不舍。
他们还在校门等我们的巴士经过，和我们挥手道别！

this guy here is also a sheng player and he is the leader. im very impressed with his outspoken-ness and i had the most lasting impression of him too. though he is younger than me, i find that he is really very mature through the conversation and interaction with him.
all in all, this school is really the best school among the three. ;]
and yah. this is a picture of him waving goodbye to us outside the bus.

after which, we proceed to melacca and had dinner there.
the dessert was coconut pudding and it was really D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S!
look at us, woodwinds+cheryl. we go take the other table's coconut and ate the flesh. shiok!



and after the dinner, we checked into the mahkota hotel.i went there before so i knew it was quite a good hotel. but to my surprise, the apartment we were allocated to weren't very good sia. in fact it was creepy when we first went in. i think we were in the budget one lor. very sad. but okay lah. just try to make ourself as comfortable as possible. so after some time i thought it was okay bah.

outer view of the hotel.looks good right?


our apartment. it consists of 2 bedroon,one living room, one kitchen,one balcony.not very big as a whole. but it's still enough for 4 people lah.
our apartment's balcony view.though it was quite lousy(as compared to the katerina hotel), at least it is windy~

went over to cx,turbo,jy,cheryl's apartment. their balcony view is quite solid sia.

we spent 2 nights at the mahkota hotel.
first night we(me,cx,turbo,yp,cheryl) talked alot and laughed alot. cos all of us used the ma lai xi ya qiang which was so so so amusing. especially me. it came out naturally. haha. yeah. so it was hell lots of fun! and we gossiped and talked so much. giggled so much. until our sides hurts,stomach hurts,sore throat. it was a very memorable night. when would there still be such chance?haii.

at around 2am, we went back to sleep again. for this hotel, the rooming arrangement is 4 to a room and me n yuping were with our juniors while the 4 of them together.

for the second night, most of us were too tired and too sick. we didn't talk much then cx,cheryl,turbo can't take it and went to sleep.

yuping and i then went downstairs to join our juniors for some chit chat and then we went back to sleep in our rooms later.


so before we check out the last day, room mates photo!


and of course, woodwinds photo! i love woodwinds~

DAY 3 :


woke up for breakfast and proceed to the last school for our exchange.

pay fong sec school.we were told that payfong was a very very very good school and yeah. it was indeed one.








chinese characters painted on the walls of the building.




the exchange was in this room-huai xuan tang. it was a very beautiful room!


swiss co

pay fong co

there's still one more co from ipoh. i think it's called san de sec sch. it is a boys school. and i think everyone in the co are talents! they performed many solo pieces and qi zou. very li hai somemore.

after which,sheng-ers from bbco, swissco, payfong co, san de co took a group photo

and as usual, a group photo of everyone
after the exchange,we went for lunch.


dining mates-they wanted a formal photo. but as you can see, most of us are am chio-ing.


my dining mates for the trip. all are woodwinds people so we have hell lots of fun sitting together. and ww really are big eaters. haha.
then finally, there is time for some shopping.


us outside a shopping mall. the shopping mall was just opposite our hotel. but too bad, we don't have much time to shop.tight schedule!

yuping,turbo and me with the sand art piece. haha. it has been ages since we do all those things yah? it brought back childhood memories sia. ;]
didn't get much during the shopping cos no much time. only bought a pair of shoes and a few pairs of earrings.

yuping worse. only got a necklace.

i think turbo also only manage to get a pair of shoes.

cixian n jieying some clothings.

and cheryl the most shou huo!haha. she spent like 200 over ringget.


oh. a random photo here.

a ma bo santa claus. LOL!!!! he not doing his job sia. haven xmas already drunk.

DAY 4:

woke up quite late today. this is the last day of the tour. very sad lah. so fast the trip ended.haii

on the way back to spore, we went to a local product shop where we can get all the biscuits etc. i think everyone bought something here. most of us bought alot of things! and im like, spent almost 100 ringgets on those foodstuffs plus chocolates.hahas.

and it was really very nice of Mr liu(new swiss principal) to treat us to some chocolates to 慰劳 us sia. he asked the teachers to get some chocolates for the whole co and he would pay for it. nice right? ;]

after which,we drop by this organic park.


we saw lots of vegetables and yuping n i start talking about those georg terms...

"oh this is hi-tech farming"
"there's the use of sprinklers"

"hey, they're ploughing the land"
"there's the use of chemical fertilisers"

i asked,"why no buffaloes arh?" yuping replied,"hello. this is not rice cultivation hor. and somemore is hi-tech farming sia..."
and we saw alot of flowers and plants with very very funny names. haha


me with BBCO group photo. though i also have my fun in bbco, i still loved swiss co the most!

random photo again.

the plant that traps insect and digest it with its don't know what juice.
the dao you told us that if people are stranded in the wilderness without water, they can drink the water inside the "bag"!!!
eeewwwww. she even say got 营养 one. lol!
after the walk around the organic park, we headed back to spore.
on the way back, i thought of evything these few days and the moments of my sec school life. then i started to cry. cried so hard; cried so long. luckily i sit alone. so nobody realised that.

how time flies isn't it?
i thought of leaving my friends,co,teachers....haii. 辛酸啊~~~

couldn‘t bear to leave my friends, my juniors, and the teachers...


best co buddies-i would miss cheryl,cixian,jieying.
and soon, i have to miss turbo and yuping. :'[


swiss co back from malaysia. and we took a group photo! ;]]]]]]
and yes.I LOVE SWISS CO!!!!!!!!!

me,turbo,cixian.
this time we're really waving goodbye to swiss. the next time back would be during the release of o levels results...

alright. shall stop here. would blog again if i recall anything i missed out. ;]

goodnight

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