countdown to a brand new year: 3 days ;]

也许我们对彼此都不够坦白。有什么事，都不和对方说。宁愿选择放在心里，或跟自己最要好的朋友讲，也不会向对方坦诚。

我们很幸运。遇到了一群希望我们好，希望我们幸福的朋友。所以他们都会以自己的方式来帮助我们。like yesterday. if huiying,turbo,yuping had not told me there is something wrong between us, i would still think "it is okay".

回到家想了很久。心里很难过。

因为想起我和我那群死档就快要分离。

因为感叹以后应该不会再遇到这样好的朋友。这么真心希望我好，我快乐的朋友。

其实我心里明白，到了最后，留在pj的最多只会剩我跟baba.

yuping 会走， turbo 会走， huiying 应该也会走， yizhuang 搞不好会跟 huiying 一起走。

i think i don't have to say anything much already. i have touched on this topic umpteen times.

just like the lyrics of this song, Heres my promise made tonight.You can count on me for life.
(yes. to all my friends, you can count on me for life.)

alright. back to me n him. went for movies today. saw tokyongbin at work. haha. he's really serious. we stood for a long time outside sakae but he didn't realise at all. stand until the manager also diao-ed us liao. he still never realise. all the way until we finished the movie, we walked past again, he finally saw us.

actually我不懂我们在尴尬什么。每次在一起时就会很尴尬。
其实我不知道他在想什么。他也不明白我怎么想。因为我们从来不说。我不希望有一天，要知道他的心情时，得透过其他人来告诉我。而他也要从别人口中听到关于我的事。

sorry,i don't know how to be a good partner yet.