Thursday, January 31, 2008/10:46 AM
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO HAD MADE AN EFFORT TO SEND ME BIRTHDAY WISHES, SENT BIRTHDAY CARDS, GAVE ME PRESENTS, ORGANISED BIRTHDAY SURPRISES.



THANKS SO MUCH. YOU ARE ALL GREATLY APPRECIATED!



was trying to list the names. but stopped halfway; worried that i might i miss out anybody! haha. so am just so thankful to every one of you who had made my 17th birthday a memorable one. ;D


more birthday gifts:




from huiting,kwangying,xueling(bbccco seniors)





from yiting. ;D




from my p6 tuition teacher.





from marcus. a primary school friend(son of my tuition teacher).




from 08S13.



their wishes.



from the girls of 08S13. how nice of them to give me birthday gift despite us not knowing each other for a long time!



from junyang and yongbin. ;D




from junyang. ;D
the gift from jy was really nice and sweet. shall not disclose the 'insides' of the photo album. but i seriously like it very much.
jy: thanks so much for making the effort and using the time to organise such a birthday surprise! am very touched indeed by your present. the thoughts and sincerity, 我感受到了！thank you for everything you had done. ;D

and yup. that's so much for my birthday. sorry for not updating yesterday cos was really very tired n worn-out. there was PE!!!! tsk tsk. and lessons drag all the way till 4pm SEH! crazy tiring day.

but ponned chinese lessons with the girls in the class. went home to bath.

hohoho.

ok. so today sch ended rather early. wanted very much to go home but ali,hy,yz dragged me to yz's house. had some slacking session there tgt with them. and watched the 4e5 class video again. lol. memories sia. then went on to look at past years video done by the seniors. woo~ well done man. esp the 4e6 n 4e1(i think) of 2006. they were solid can? maybe you guys can go look at it if you got nothing better to do. haha. ;D

alright. shall stop here. im really gonna get down to serious business studying now. haha. as if i would.

byebye~

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008/2:10 PM
take a look at these cute little dresses? shirts? sweaters? ok. 毛衣。



















well, i can't help it but to show off my aunt's work. these shirts and dresses are all hand-knitted by my aunt!
they are really really very nice.
if you were to take a close look at them(not the picture but the real one), you would be amazed by her work.
i'm not 老王卖瓜 ok。they are really cute like dunno what.
anyway, my mum told me i wore that before when i were young(the last one-blue dress).
haha.
hard to believe but can you like try to imagine? hohoho. ;D

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/1:35 PM
had been rather busy to blog. (which i dunno why)
and i think i shall not upload the photos taken on friday since baba aleady posted up on her blog le(she's efficient like dunno what).
but somehow, i edited a few of the photograps.

here it goes:


the very special birthday cake done by them. extremely unique and smart idea, i must say.



and a group photo.

-friends; the most important ingredient in this recipe of life-
;D


like this photo of me and yuping very very much. nice eh?

and yah. show you what they gave me.



the very beautiful card done by TOHYUPING! nice like dunno what rite?
;D

saturday was just some chinese new year performance at westmall. doesn't sound really good to me this year. and somemore the performance is very long hence was kind of sick after the whole performance.

sorethroat-a very irritating kind of illness. usually brings along with it fever and headache. haha.

AND I KENA SIA~ -_-"'

then sunday after practice met up with jieying and yuping. went to bugis and looked around. afterwhich went to payar lebar to find cixian. then go back to bugis again. shopped for a very very very long time. and that's it. yilin's present is done. phew~

this is definitely the tough-est birthday celebration so far. haha. cos throughout the whole shopping period, my sorethroat just got worse. but luckily i very fit. im fine now. ;D

and yah. cixian gave me birthday present too!

take a look at this:




she wrote 4 pages for the card seh. how nice of her. and im really touched lah. really thanks alot. these few days talked to her and i think she is kind of moody now. just hope she'ld be fine man.

no school today! so started to pack my things for the new year.
read quite a few cards and letters written last time. kind of bring back those fond memories.
and those gifts i received from family members,friends, seniors, juniors. they really serve as little triggers for those deep-felt feelings that were once experienced in the past. how nice. ;D
take a look at this set of 5-stone. haha. does that trigger part of ur memory(for 4e5 peeps)?
i think its time to throw them away le. cos it's really very very dirty(as you can see). yeah.


ok. that's about it.
bye!

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Sunday, January 27, 2008/1:49 AM
hello.

what more can i say. thanks so much for such a great birthday celebration, my dearest jiji. you buys made me so touched leh.

我很感动但我知道我不能哭，不可以哭。
除了说谢谢，还是谢谢。

yuping: i really didnt expect you to do so much things, you know? that's why im like, really shock to know that you had prepared so many things for me behind my back. the card, the presents and everything. 辛苦你了！原来二姐也是很有用的！你扮猪吃老虎 leh! surprise me with such a solid celebration. 真的很谢谢你，yuping. (ps: i really really really like the card alot alot alot'because it's done by you! ;D)

ali: wah. you also lor. scare me. though i kind of expected you gonna do something for me.(since i m like pester you in school everyday to ask you to start planning my birthday.) haha. really very thankful leh. thank so so so so much! so next time can ask you to organise le rite? hahas. since u did so well this time. 谢谢你为我做的一切，为我付出的每一份每一秒，to make this celebration a success. ;D

huiying: dear, cheer up. don't be sad over which school you're going eventually. it's your future and you should decide for yourself and not for us. 刚开始我们不也都很难接受 yuping and turbo 要去 poly 吗？但现在，我们也已经慢慢接纳它们的决定，开始去习惯所有的一切。都是人在适应环境从来都不会是环境去适应人的。
“但是天总会黑，人总要离别，谁也不能永远陪谁。。。”
我已经在慢慢适应，适应没有 yuping 和 turbo. 只因为大家都得成长。不管你决定去哪里，我都会像支持 yuping 和 turbo 那样，全力支持你的.
and lastly, thanks for preparing such a birthday celebration for me. know you had been busy with many things. thanks for putting in all the efforts to do everything for me. ;D

turbo: everytime i see you, i can't help but smile from the bottom of my heart. even though i was kind of upset when you were late, but the moment i see you, the anger subside and there you are, bringing me all the laughter and joy in your own unique way.you are the first to make me cry with what you wrote in the card leh.haha. thanks so much, my dear. ;D

yizhuang: haha. you arh. brought so much laughter to me during the celebration with your unique laughter. im really so happy that you are one of us leh. every single one of you made my day so much better. anyway, please don't fall sick le. i very 心疼 you leh. must take care of yourself hor. and thanks for starting the trend of kissing. hahas. i felt so 幸福 leh! ;D

you know? im really very happy yesterday. only when im with them, i can so be myself. such friends are hard to come by. 只想说。我珍惜你们。
thanks so much for everything.


PS:upload the photo another time!

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Saturday, January 26, 2008/12:58 AM
ok. it's like. everytime we go back swiss, we must go to library for some photo-taking. heh heh.

here it goes:

the first time jiji is here in full strength. cos its either turbo pang sei, if not huiying. they 2 pang sei queen seh.


a tradition? a formal photo is a must have. lol.


and then those really great buddies from 2e5.
seriously missed those times with them sia.


as you can see, we are really happy in this photo. hahas. it's really been a long time since we all get to come together!
and yeah. results are out!!!
seriously, i am very proud of myself. im not trying to hao lian or what. but to share my joy with all of you! i didn't expect myself to be one of the top scholar, having the chance to stand up. everything is like a dream. i mean everything took place so fast. just that split second, i saw that CHUA SIN TING on the screen. i didn't even look at how many points i got and yeah. i was too high i think.
anyway, i was also totally shocked when i saw TAN YI ZHUANG second on the list. it just got onto me that, hey. come on. yizhuang made it to the top scholar list! holy shit. though we were like expecting her to do very well and stand, we didn't expect everything to take place so fast. haha. then after a few names was me! wah seh. it's really guan yin ma, kong fu zi, tian gong,di zang fo, and every god that we prayed to bo bi-ing me seh.
the next moment i stood up, i was already hugging yizhuang real tight. then CHOO YI LIN was up on the screen. woohoo~
after which was LIM YONG MEI!!!!!! wah seh. this 世界上最聪明的女人不是盖的 lor. she is really one super-duper solid girl sia. haha.
everything took place very fast and ended fast too. the next moment, we are all standing up as top scholars and doing proud to ourselves.
to many of us, it's pure hardwork that got us to here. and even for those we didn't get to stand up, they did pretty well too.
TOH YUPING got a 10pts.
ALI GOH got a 11pts.
CHUA HUIYING got a 12pts.
ZHOU JUNYANG got a 9pts.
ONG CIXIAN got a 13pts.
CHOO YILIN got a 8pts.
NG JIEYING got a 11pts.
TOK YONGBIN got a 12 pts.
(pls correct me if im wrong)
and the list continues........
so it was really a super solid day for us. and yeah, swiss produced a top scholar nationwide! come on. it was really a proud moment for us leh. with all the reporters here. haha.
oh. random fact: i got 9 distinction! haha. sounds so nice can? im really so happy with my results. ;]
and so. after everything, ms ee treated us to subway. actually it's really nice of her lah. afterall she didnt promise us anything about treating us if we do well or not. so am quite thankful to her anyway.
most of us were sorry that we disappointed mrs koh n mrs yu with out bio n chem results lah. yeah.
and im exceptionally sorry to ms toh for not getting an A1 for higher chinese. i think i disappointed her la.
ok. i think that's all for the o levels result. everything is over now. secondary school days, O's and O lvl results. everybody gotta move on now. no matter we are happy or not with it, things are fixed and yeah. those who did well, congrats! those who didn't, don't give up; you are greater than you think!
all the best and always the best.

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Thursday, January 24, 2008/7:43 AM
hahaha.

come on. i am so damn proud of myself.

i helped both yuping and ali with their blog. and yeah.
they are very happy with it. hohoho. cool duh.

and i came across this mail:

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

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/6:36 AM
OH MY GOD.

tomorrow is the day. this is freaking scary lah.

TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW
TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW

really. all the best to all of us. halleluiah.

anyway, this is really shocking. now both ali n yuping also have blog le! this is like. the whole jiji have le man. solid. hahas.

and lastly. everyone, please don't think too much or worry too much. have a good sleep tonight. hohoho.

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008/1:52 PM
hey.

im kind of dissapointed today. i could donate my blood! haii.

my blood pressure barely make it.
and my iron level is too low.

weak sia. anyway, i m so going to make my blood's iron level back to normal. then i can go donate with them. shall pop all the iron pills. heh heh heh.

and yah. im stupid enough today to not bring my keys out. and i waited outside the house for an hour. phew~

ali created a blog! hohoho. nice one. now jiji only left yuping don't have one. haha.

today there was a mini class party. quite nice actually.
started to bond abit more with the girls in the class. yeah.

haha. and that's about it. i dunno what to blog about. bye bye

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Monday, January 21, 2008/7:50 AM
yesterday night was horrible.

i have no wish to comment about it. but cixian will understand.

it's just a party. but things just aren't going the way we wanted.

i always tell myself. this gonna be the last birthday party im ever going to do, and yadayadayada.

yet, you will still see me, organising birthday parties again and again, year after year.

it tires me out. seriously. i have had enough with all the plannings, brainstorming, working out a budget, informing people, accepting critisim and the many more unhappy things to come.

but on the night it is finally finished, when you see everyone had enjoyed themselves(especially the birthday girl/boy), all those hardwork and sweats; all those pissed-off moments are forgotten. and then i tell myself: everything's worth this.

so then. i start on the next one; and the cycle repeats itself.

im thinking this is all quite sad actually. that i've been put myself into a never ending cycle.

hence, for now, i shall not make empty promises to myself anymore.
i shall never still organise birthday parties for the years to come.

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Sunday, January 20, 2008/4:49 AM
heh heh.

had been kind of busy lazy to update these few days.

yeah. so lessons have been going on in pj with all those tutorials and lecture notes coming in like nobody's business.

im still in the mood of slacking.(since it's just pae! hohoho) if now don't slack, no other chance le mah.

yah. so generally i think our teachers are quite okay.

maths tutor was kind of funny. he teaches maths in hokkien! lol. interesting huh?

chem tutor was kind of irritating. he keeps telling reminding the class that i have a sister in pj and yadayadayada.(he knows my sis)

GP tutor has a nice slang. haha.

china studies tutor has a very very very 拽 face. really. me and yizhuang couldn't stop laughing at him sia.

physics tutor was lame/crappy like shit. tells very random jokes.

yeah. all in all i thought pj teachers are quite nice.
hohoho. maybe for the pae period only? after jae, they would then show their true colours.*smiles wickedly*

hmmm. there was this post orientation activity in school yesterday. a mass pot-luck. it was nice! just like the last day of the orientation back then. i think this is a very good practice huh.
and i realise. my og ppl are quite nice after all. some of them suddenly became so obsessed nice to me, which i seriously don't understand why.

hohoho. there has been alot of ppl saying that the o's result gonna be out next friday.

halleluiah. guan yin ma bo bi ah~

and yah. me,yuping,huiying and ali went to yizhuang's hse ytd. it's nicely furnished.
and then we had some mahjiong cum chit chat session. and we literally laughed our heads off when ali kept zao xia-ing. lol!it's really fun man,

after which they all came to my house to cut watermelons to bring to school for the pot luck thing. they had so much fun crapping with my sis. hohoho.

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008/12:30 PM
basically i have nothing much to blog about. cos its just normal boring lessons in school.

oh.i want to say. jc's pe really sucks. run like shit leh.

and the project work teacher very random sia. this week first lesson with him. he just put us into groups and then did some discussions then ask us next week must put up a presentation.

heh? catch no ball! where got so on one. suddenly want us to do presentation next week. then the qns i also barely understand. nice one. that's it lah. haha.

and yah. that's about it. i needa go do my chem and phy tutorial now.

bye! ;]

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Sunday, January 13, 2008/5:46 AM
yo people. sorry for being late! hahas.

thursday:
went back to swiss for cca orientation!

so damn high lah. haha. but i wed already high before liao. so calm down abit liao. heh heh.

and yah. cixian, yuping and turbo crashed into pj today! hahas. damn solid lah. so happy to have lessons with them sia. though physics was really totally boring and tough. but chinese lesson was slack! played bingo with them throughout the 1 and 1/2 hour. haha.

missed having lessons with these bunch of friends. entertaining!

played some games before the school gate is opened. lol. cixian really a little bit very retarded. hahas. ;]

after which we went back swiss together. wanted to chiong to buy pai gu mian one. but tyb asked us to wait for him. so we went to the library to slack and took some really stupid photos.

here it goes:

jieying was telling us her 悲惨的修眉毛故事。 hahas. very funny! and quite poor thing lah. cos her eyebrow looked really strange. haha

us,trying to lift up her fringe to see her eyebrow. she struggled so hard lah.


informal one.


formal photo. machiam class photo leh! but i quite like it. got feel leh. look at the way we sit and how we placed our hands. lol.

cx went to pick up a phone call from yongbin. then we took this photo.
haha. can u imagine? many juniors were actually looking at us leh, when we took all those dumb photos.

oh. we spent quite a long time to pose for this picture sia. how much we should bend down and things like that. haha. but the effect is good right


we were acting shock-- caught by the camera without realising. hahas. very lame, i know.

very random photo we decided to take. hahas. reading books in the school library!
cixian say she looks like she is doing business in the toilet. haha

hey hey. looks like some magazine cover page right? nice leh.
and the funny thing is, when we took out our handphones and camera inside the library, the juniors all looked shocked sia. haha. their expression very funny! ;]
after the photo taking session, we went to canteen and met up with tyb. ate pai gu mian! so damn nice seh. then talk talk abit.
and tyb is very solid. can memorise the price and everything for the food in sakae. oh yeah. one day, we must go sakae find him lah!

after which we just go up to the hall and watch the performance by the different ccas. not too bad. of course, co is the best. heh heh. ;]

then benghow came and join us. played some orientation games. i think it is more fun playing with them than my og lor.
after the whole cca orientation, me, yuping, turbo and cixian sat together and talked crapped. haha. maybe because we are all from the co. that's why we really have alot of common topics. we seriously can talked about anything under the sun. can self-entertain very well sia.

then me,yuping,turbo,huiying,yizhuang,jiamin,junyang,kaiyao,benghow,xuanhan went to the kopitiam for dinner. 10 ppl to a table.
and thanks arh. like wedding dinner right? -_-"'

the gathering was cool, i must say. had so much fun. but half-way that zjy showed us an utterly disgusting video which i have no wish to comment about it cos i gonna throw up if i think about it again.

after the dinner, he sent me home. ;]

that's all for thursday.

friday:
went back to swiss again after school. that jieying really 逊掉sia. say want to crash pj for 2 days le. but both day also never come. buay tahan her man.

anyway, went back to swiss and had horfun for lunch.

everytime we go back swiss, it's like we have endless things to talk about. and it feels really great.
then again, we went to the library to take stupid photos again. this time round is even stupidier than those we took on thursday. lol. please be prepared. these photos are not for those faint-hearted. ;]

here it goes:

难得的 normal photo.hahas. cos most of them are really very idiotic. heh heh

this is nice, i think. though yuping complained about how tiring it was for her to be standing at the back.

sorry arh, yizhuang. very sexy right? haha.
this photo's theme was "models" hahas.
look at yuping: machiam won the miss universe.
--swiss's top models--
hey you. stop laughing lah. i think i very 勇敢 to put up this photo leh. it took me alot of courage to put up all these utterly idiotic photos sia.
--swiss's top nerds--
lol. very big contrast right?
and then there is the --swiss top ah lians--
with cixian as our boss. haha.
phew. we're reading some encycopedia i think. haha.
that's about it lah. we literally laughed our heads off while taking all these photos sia. but not bad right. i think we really very courageous to take such photos. lol.
it's really fun man.
after that we just go up to the hall and help out with the orientation lor. halfway through, hy,yz and jm went back to pj for their interview. leaving me,yp and cx.
gossiped with ms ong and ms lim.
then went to the co room after the orientation.cx left shortly. and me and yuping waited for ms lim to be ready to go for dinner together.
while the juniors are having meeting at the bench, yuping and i self-entertained by playing the 娱乐百分百's game. haha. damn fun lah. that's it lah. i really loved and enjoyed yuping's company leh.
也许我以前太依赖她了。所以现在没有她在身旁，感觉怪怪的；感觉很不好。
after the game, we sat down and talk.
我和yp很少会谈心事。但那一天，我们竟然告诉对方很多以前不会告诉对方的事。
come on. it's very touching. we both cried.
那种感觉，你们能够了解吗？体会得到吗？
两个那么要好的朋友，说着说着，竟然一起哭了。我们都在为自己的未来担心，彷徨。
原来我们都在对自己没信心，去走 jc 这条路。但值得开心的是，yp已经下定了决心，决定走 poly这条路。
加油，yp.
我相信你，我支持你。
before we left school, we saw rainbow! it was so nice. i shouted and everyone came out to look at it.
i told yp, 我们一起看到了2008年的第一道彩虹。
我们一定会幸福。一定会。she said we should make a wish. and i did. ;]
did you guys see it?



just as i was about to sms him, his msg came. he saw it too.
是的。 我们一定也会幸福。

for all my friends who didn't get to see it, it's okay.
cos i wished for all of you to be happy, always.

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Thursday, January 10, 2008/3:07 PM
hello.

i went back to swiss alone today! it felt so great. so wonderful; to be back at swiss.
the familiar faces, the familiar surrounding, the familiar feelings! woo~

first person i saw was the security guard. i greeted him very loudly. haha.

and i walked into the foyer. woooooaaaahhhh~ it's swiss cott! i really so damn high leh!

second person i saw was irene ng. i think she was surprised to see me and so asked why am i back. haha. i just replied. cos i miss swiss. ;] which was the truth. i missed swiss to bits.

then i saw mr ravi! heh heh. so happy to see him sia. the physic lecturer in pj so damn lame lah.

forth was some juniors who looked equally happy to see me. hahas.

then i saw mr ngoh!!!!! he is still as cute as ever. missed him loads leh. missed his stupid and lame jokes lah. and i literally screamed at him:"i missed swiss alot alot!". he a bit chua dio lah. after which he rushed off to the toilet. lol.

then i went up to find ms toh and ms lim! i knocked on the window near ms toh's desk. memories sia! that's what we always did, isn't it? i was so so so so high to see them! nearly gan dong until cry sia.

then we went to canteen to eat.
pai gu mian? laksa? hor fun? haha. i ate laksa. tried to psyco auntie go pj ah.
missed swiss canteen food leh.
sat with the chinese union tchers. heh heh. very fun and entertaining.
talked alot. and throughout the whole session, i kept talking about how i missed swiss, how we missed swiss, how we compared pj with swiss and etc. which amuses them alot. cos they thought i was a bit over-high. haha.

and yeah. then mdm tang came. seriously. i missed her too. told her how we scare ourselves in pj when we use our handphone around the school campus. haha.

and there are my juniors who came down specially to see me. haha. cute right? ;]
hmm. alot of my juniors don't know how to appreciate those really great teachers leh. like mr ngoh! mrs koh! they are such wonderful teachers sia. yet my juniors dunlike them.

after which saw qiyan outside hod room doing maths. ;](missed doing maths right?) heh heh. sat down and we talked. a very great feeling indeed. it's just like getting to know a friend u nv noticed all over again.

then mr seng came, talk talk about his sec n jc life... told him i still can't let go of swiss, he said give myself more time to slowly adapt. yeah. talked abit about those times in 2e5 with him...

conplained to ms ho about the pe in jc. haha. yeah. jc pe is disgusting. run like siao during first lesson! muscle ache untill dunno what lah.

then met up with ms toh n ms lim. dinner at swensen's! they so good sia, treat me! hahas. so happy to be able to talk to them, laugh with them again. talked about those times during chinese lessons etc. oh yeah. ms toh missed us too! heh heh.
told me how they took pains and time to slowly adapt to new environment when they were in jc, during pae too. yup. so i got abit relief. i felt so much better. ;]

later met up with jy n ky. they had dinner and ky bought shoes. went home after that.

all in all, today was really great. saw so many tchers i missed so dearly.
yes, i really do love swiss.

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008/2:35 PM
oh yeah.
today was a wonderful day for me.
a day filled with laughter, joy, happiness. all that long-lost happy feelings gushed back today.

met up with yuping and turbo!!!
though we are like, never see each other for mere 5 days, i still felt this saying "一日不见，如隔三秋“strongly. haha. missed them to bits lah.

it's been so long since we get to come together, talk together, eat together, shop together and laugh together. how i wished sun don't set for once, today.

anyway, we had hell lots of fun together.
but huiying,ali and yizhuang went home earlier cos they are tired.
i just went on slacking around with yuping and turbo. eventually, the 3 of us bought a watch together. different design but same colour.

i would wear this watch and think about them as and when i look at the time! aww.how sweet right? heh heh.

actually i told my mum that i very 舍不得 my friend. she just say 舍不得 for what...
she still say friends only like that liao. then if one day he dumps me, i can forget about studying altogether liao lah?
this sets me thinking, this time round, am i really too 转牛角尖? am i being too harsh on everybody, including myself?

by the way, pj starts lesson today. very sian lah. chemistry lecture was totally boring. cos nobody talks. missed mrs yu's class sia-basically free period, where we talked, we joked around, we ate tibits, we giggled at bh's & jy's joke. haha. how fun!

after which was china studies in english. that one still quite okay. quite interesting(oh. that was for the 1st lesson.)

tomorrow more sian. gp, maths, pw, pe.
wah seh. 800 years never do pe liao. i think jia lat sia.

and yah. he told me something today which i felt really gan dong leh! thanks ah. ;]

alright. i think that's about it. im just very contented today. what more can i ask for? ;]
im looking forward to thursday!
(woo.its one month to chinese new year!)

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Sunday, January 6, 2008/7:57 AM
yoyoyo.
i got scholarship today. come on, im in for a celebration! i got 500BUCKS!!!!!!!!! woah. this is like, very shocking! haha.
i thought it would be $300 only.*gleaming with pride*

but i think the moe pity me bah. see i study 10 years liao only till now then got the chance to get scholarship.(in case you ask why, i just convert to be a singaporean this year.) ;] that's why give me 500bucks.
cos it DOESN'T MAKE SENSE AT ALL when yuping and turbo got top 25% and i got top 5%. seriously cannot be. so, thank you(to any moe people who might passed by this blog. haha)

hmm. wonder what are the 2 of them doing now. working?

anyway, swiss cca orientation is on next thurs and fri. 2.30pm
people, go back if you can!(and do spread this news.let's get as many sec4s to b back as possible)
am looking forward. ;]

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Saturday, January 5, 2008/2:12 PM
hmm. i must say. 2nd day and 3rd day of orientation was so much better really good.
enjoyed myself very much after all. though i still didn't manage to talk much with the girls in my OG, at least we did talk abit more.

pj's orientation is cool~
games, cheers, dances. woo!

and i got a surprise shock today!

we were like all in the hall, scolded by the teacher incharge for our lousy dance steps. then he was really very fierce and angry. he asked all the OGLs to gather infront and give the names of those people who didn't dance well enough or were not serious.
the mood was very solemn lah. nobody dares to joke sia. even the OGLs tell us,"this time he really very angry le!"

so i was like. very jin zhang. i scared i kana man. but i thought i had been doing quite fine leh. so shouldn't be worrying after all.
but to my surprise, my name called leh! i so 慌 sia. summore my OG only got me kana.

then all those names called out by the teacher went up to the stage.

the teacher gave us only 5 mins to practice the dance steps again. and they drew the stage curtains. then all of us 吓到省半条命 liao. so all very serious practicing. the leader even fake until very gan jiong like that. still keep begging the teacher to give us more time.

but after a while they drew open the curtain then suddenly everybody sing birthday song. and still got cake!
and the thing is, i still don't get what happened sia. it's after that they say "happy birthday to the january babies!" then i realised, kana punked! wah lao! scare me to death sia.

but seriously was very very touched! ;] so nice of them to do this leh. the seniors say it's a tradition in pj. they do this every year. lol.

anyway, orientation today ended in a BANG!
woosh~ it was really superb. we did mass dance and fun dance and cheered so much! the high-ness is really there sia. evybody shouting like no tomorrow like that.
the dance melody is currently ringing in my mind... "it's the time to disco~~...."
pj's orientation is really very fun! of course, it would have been better if yuping and turbo is around with us.
i know this is not the time to be emo again.
i know i have to learn to adapt and change accordingly to the environment and not the environment adapt to me or what.
i know i know.
i am trying! give me somemore time.
i have to learn to accept things as it is. 不然到最后，痛苦的，还是自己。
i will be fine. ;]

come on, pj is a nice place to be in. stop thinking about those "what ifs..."

it's gonna be a brand new journey. ;]

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Thursday, January 3, 2008/3:09 PM
it's the first day of jc life. no, it's not very nice.
n i didn't like it very much.
my OG group isn't fun.n i realised i have nothing to talk to with the girls in my OG.

god. i missed swiss to bits. there's such a strong urge to take 985 this morning and go straight to swiss with mr ravi(saw him at the bus-stop today).
missed the teachers, the people, the environment, the warmth, the familiarity.

maybe i should give myself more time to adapt to the new environment. but i seriously didn't like the whole orientation thing-- at least for the first day i felt that way. though the OGLs are (very very) friendly and enthu people, i didn't like the feeling of not being together with my best friends.

the only thing i looked forward to for the starting of the school is i would still get to meet up with jiji. can still see them. but no more chance to see jiji(in full strength) in pj campus anymore.
yuping n turbo decided not to continue coming to pj.
this came as a bad shock.

anyway, the happiest thing about today is after the OGL says dismiss, i get to go together with my friends again. and we went to eat dinner together. that kind of feeling is really 非墨笔能形容的。i think that's the only time i get to smile and laugh so much man.

we talked and laughed so much,so hard. i love them. really. from the bottom of my heart. i really couldn't bear to part with them.

after dinner, we went to sit on some stairs and talked. we discussed about our gathering dates and then yuping start to be very 感伤。then 眼睛泛泪 sia. i was really shocked and sad lah. then i start to cry. them all of us start to cry. serious. we cried like siao lang. people just walked past us but we couldn't care much. we jus cried and cried.
there's so much 舍不得。so much 放不下。

这一次，离别真的就在眼前了。

i hugged yuping and turbo. i cried so hard.
sorry. but i really couldn't control myself.
我真得很舍不得。对不起。i really didn't mean to make you guys feel sad. but these are just all my feelings.

couldn't believe that they say evytime they read my blog, they feel like crying!

and then i didn't dare go home after the whole crying session. cos i looked horrible with that swollen eyes and red nose. i sat at the fitness corner and received a call from him. i told him the whole thing but he didn't know what to do. he tried saying things to 安慰 me but it triggered me more. haha.

yes, im feeling miserable now. seriously depressed.
but im going to finish all my crying tonight and that's it.

you guys too. take care, my friends.

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Wednesday, January 2, 2008/11:01 AM
saw this from a friend's msn nick.

i am a lousy thief because i can't steal your heart but you have stolen mine unknowingly.

haha. nice.

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/4:49 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008/1:00 PM
countdown to a brand new year: 3 hours ;]

and so. im done with my mc thing. that's it. im not going to be a mc again. IT'S REALLY SCARY.

especially when ur friends and seniors are present and they THREATENED to laugh at any single bit mistake u gonna make when you are mc-ing. that tremendous stress-can u imagine?

and the thing is, they all sat on the FIRST ROW. luckily they are on the other side.
for the whole performance, i didn't maintain any eye contact with them nor the audience. 因为真的是太~恐~怖~了.

but okay. i thought it ended well. i mean the whole performance. though there are some hiccups here and there.
and yes, my partner and i did well in our mc-ing *bleams with a wide smile*. that was what other people told us. other than the part on not maintaining eye contact.
and hence, im extremely proud of myself for once. cos the script was written only like,a day b4 the performance. and the one and only rehearsal was like, a few hours before. heh heh. *giving a pat on my shoulder*

alright. so he came to the concert to support me. i think it was junda's idea for him to come and give me a surprise shock.
and yes. i got a shock when i see him while preparing to enter the hall.

and yah. that's so much about the performance. but really must thank minjun,sihui,peiting,yuping,cixian,junyang and other peeps for coming, despite the fact that school's starting soon.*sigh*
and it is really nice of minjun to buy me flowers! ;]

like what cx says, i ended the whole concert in a very funny stupid manner. YES, I BURST OUT LAUGHING. haha. it was unintentional, i swear. i don't know what got onto me also!

after everything, he sent me home. the journey suddenly became so long. (oh. that was my imagination) probably bcos my feet hurts like nobody business and im dead tired.
as soon as i bathed and head down on the pillow.... yeah. i got my beauty sleep.

waking up today, i realised it's new year eve! how fast.

就这样过了一年。
每次都说，2007 年，是我最难忘的一年。
经历了很多，明白了很多，付出了很多，得到了很多，体会了很多。
对我而言，这是一个丰收年。
得到了最好的老师, 得到了最要好的朋友，得到了我热爱的华乐团，得到了我喜欢的人，得到了最令人难忘的记忆。
我还能要求什么。
要谢的人很多。多得数不清。有点像 《红星大奖》 的感觉。 拿奖时，总得谢这，谢那。
为了避免忘了些某些人，还是不列出的好。总之就是谢谢所有陪我一起走过中学生涯，及2007年的每一个人。
谢谢你们给予的支持与鼓励。
谢谢你们带给我的欢笑。
谢谢你们的陪伴。
谢谢你们为我的2007年，画下最完美的句点。
万分感激。

2007年的起起落落，快乐悲伤--我只记得那些快乐的事。不开心的，早已抛到脑后。
过去的并非最好，但回忆总是最美。

对于NEW YEAR RESOLUTION,我还没想好，还在揣摩。

NEW YEAR WISH 到有一个。就希望大家在08年会开开心心吧！因为不管做什么事，HAPPY就好~

for him: it wouldn't be easy for us to walk the path we had chosen. but we gotta move on. jia you. ;]

and before i end off, wish everyone a very happy new year and let's all hope that the year of 2008 would be better. like what i told sihui, let all the unhappy things remain in 2007 but not follow u to 2008. all the best and enjoy! ;]

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