hmm. i must say. 2nd day and 3rd day of orientation was so much better really good.
enjoyed myself very much after all. though i still didn't manage to talk much with the girls in my OG, at least we did talk abit more.

pj's orientation is cool~
games, cheers, dances. woo!

and i got a surprise shock today!

we were like all in the hall, scolded by the teacher incharge for our lousy dance steps. then he was really very fierce and angry. he asked all the OGLs to gather infront and give the names of those people who didn't dance well enough or were not serious.
the mood was very solemn lah. nobody dares to joke sia. even the OGLs tell us,"this time he really very angry le!"

so i was like. very jin zhang. i scared i kana man. but i thought i had been doing quite fine leh. so shouldn't be worrying after all.
but to my surprise, my name called leh! i so 慌 sia. summore my OG only got me kana.

then all those names called out by the teacher went up to the stage.

the teacher gave us only 5 mins to practice the dance steps again. and they drew the stage curtains. then all of us 吓到省半条命 liao. so all very serious practicing. the leader even fake until very gan jiong like that. still keep begging the teacher to give us more time.

but after a while they drew open the curtain then suddenly everybody sing birthday song. and still got cake!
and the thing is, i still don't get what happened sia. it's after that they say "happy birthday to the january babies!" then i realised, kana punked! wah lao! scare me to death sia.

but seriously was very very touched! ;] so nice of them to do this leh. the seniors say it's a tradition in pj. they do this every year. lol.

anyway, orientation today ended in a BANG!
woosh~ it was really superb. we did mass dance and fun dance and cheered so much! the high-ness is really there sia. evybody shouting like no tomorrow like that.
the dance melody is currently ringing in my mind... "it's the time to disco~~...."
pj's orientation is really very fun! of course, it would have been better if yuping and turbo is around with us.
i know this is not the time to be emo again.
i know i have to learn to adapt and change accordingly to the environment and not the environment adapt to me or what.
i know i know.
i am trying! give me somemore time.
i have to learn to accept things as it is. 不然到最后，痛苦的，还是自己。
i will be fine. ;]

come on, pj is a nice place to be in. stop thinking about those "what ifs..."

it's gonna be a brand new journey. ;]