that feeling of lonliness is coming back to me unknowingly again.
i don't know why.

physically, i have friends and classmates around me. yet, mentally, i felt so lonely. what is exactly happening.

im seriously missing yuping. so much so that i wanna weep when i thought of her. what to do? i wanted so much to have her sitting beside me again. i wanted so much to go back to the past again. but nobody's going to turn back the clock for me; nobody's gonna bring me a ride through the time machine and in a moments time, im back to the past. nobody's gonna stay stagnant with me and not move on, continue with life. nobody's gonna be like me now, not facing and accepting the reality.

yes. nobody. nobody. nobody.

come on. i thought im getting on fine. i thought i am. i was seriously okay a few days/weeks back. but suddenly. i think i am not very fine now.

yuping, when you are not around, things aren't the same again.

感觉像失去了点什么。永远要不回了。永远失去了。
是朋友，还是那一份快乐。那一份曾经属于我的快乐。

sorry. im very sorry. for no good reason, im emo-ing.
sorry.