today is a lousy day in school!



had an unproductive 1 and a 1/2 hour break in the morning. didn't do much revisions or assignments. sigh.



then phy tutorials for 1 and 1/2 hour! SCREW THAT PHYSICS PLEASE. i don't understand a single shit about that bloody thermal physics. it's really GG to my physics already. :(



then chem lecture!

INTRODUCTION TO ORGANIC CHEMISTRY.

fish.

just that pathetic intro is enough to scare the living daylights out of everyone. argh!



then GP tutortial which was a holy 1 and 1/2 hour essay writing.

oh man. shag like shit!

m totally freaked out by today's lessons.



last lesson was PE which wasn't good too. i screwed my bloody standing board jump! if not i can really just get away with my napfa once and for all, clinching a silver award. sigh~

i can imagine how hazel liew is going to tekan us like shit lah.



random fact #1: ytd a mr dunno-who-from-swisscot called me to tell me that the school wants me to go back on the 4/5 june to having a sharing session with the graduating classes! aha! after hanging up the phone, i was like, jumping like siao gin na, shouting to my mummy about it!

then me, yz n baba were like discussing about whether i would be up as the poster girl.(which i hoped so) and i seriously must look good if i got the chance to be up there cos it would be for one whole year. pray hard that they don't take a photo of me with half of my eyes closed. or in between my teeth got scraps of chili. or when i was having a bad hair day. or when i didn't sleep well with swollen necks and the list continues. ahaha. *thinks too much*



random fact #2: daddy is extremely affected by grandpa's death. which really worries me. he mentioned to mummy that he felt life was meaningless after losing his dad.
he couldn't get into sleep nowadays. he went to the doctors and requested for sleeping pills. :(
what to do? im completely at a loss now. i didn't know daddy would be so affected. i thought he was so strong. i thought he was as strong as how he always portrays himself infront of others. now i realised, the stronger you looked from the outside, the weaker you are on the inside. i really don't know what to do now. im not on really good talking terms with daddy. i don't know how to approach daddy regarding this issue and give him the support he needs. i don't know how to show it. how?