Sunday, May 25, 2008/2:20 PM


went out for pw in the afternoon. went on to do all the way until 5pm or so.
and met ms lim for dinner later! had a super-uber long chatting session with her that evening. m so so happy! long time since i really get to see her and talk to her.

for the first time, im so glad the hols are here. even though i knew it would be a hectic hols filled with activities, i don't mind at all. as long as the hols are right here! as long as i dont have to return to school everyday. as long as i can stop doing my tutorials and not feel bad about it. as long as i can watch tv the whole day and tell myself, its okay cos its the hols. as long as i have time for junyang. as long as i have time for my sec school friends. as long as i have the time to miss them. as long as i have the time to reminisce the past.
as long as i have time for myself once again.

i don't know. but it seems that im too busy and caught up with so many other things. so much so that i have no time for myself. and i didnt know it feels terrible until when i finally sat down and start thinking through what i have been doing all these while.

life is seriously hectic in JC(i believe it is so for the poly-ians too) and well, to an extent, meaningless.
like what ms lim says, either you are those who enjoyed and loved your JC life to bits, if not, you will be those who 恨不得想马上 get away and be done with JC life.
im not that sure as to which category i belongs to now. cos i somehow liked my classmates. i think they are fun ppl in some way or another. but there are too much things i dont like of a JC, which i dont wish to probe further for it would just make me feel sad and you know, emo.

and so. no matter what, im just too glad that the hols that i have been waiting for is here. i know you guys feel the same as me too.
so cheers, ppl! =DDDDDDDDDD

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