im back from malaysia.
i hadnt get over gonggong as yet. it has never been easy, i guess, to get over the lost of someone. perhaps theres nothing more to say or do. i jus have to keep moving on in life.
dunno why. evy monday has to be some emo-momo day. went to many blogs and saw many many emo posts. or nostalgic ones, you may say.
huiying,yizhuang,weiming,junhao. all the 4e5ians. i laughed at those very funny things we did and all those ever so 经典 things that happened in the class. and 很不小心的, my tears fell. :'(
huiying:i m getting nostalgic these days.went back to swiss ytd with dear yz.gosh,how much i miss her.i miss jiji.i miss swiss so much.i miss 4e5 so much, even though we are not e most bonded class ever. had a tour arnd e sch after we collect our cert. hais. all e fond memories. i miss swisspai gu mian our signature dish. i 'saw' xh playing e piano in e canteen. i miss cutting queues since we r sec4s we r seniors. i miss smuggling food back to class. i miss the route from canteen to 4e5. so we walked back to class, this time round 4e5'08 was inside, doing emath mock paper. mr ngoh still at his seat, but he seems skinnier. i miss doing mock papers. so much that we request mr ngoh to let us do the papers behind e class. behind e class... i miss watching e guys play soccer. i miss being hit by e ball. i miss 'FORM TEAMMMMM!' to the max. i miss e smell mixture of their deodorants though its super stinky. i miss seeing the guys crazy over ayumi-esp junhao. lol i miss the uncle. i miss sitting beside baba. i miss singing together with her, talking nonsense, slping tgt(lol!) i miss laoda n pong asking us to shutup from behind. i miss e feeling of lying on baba's shoulder.i miss 'yuan dian' i miss e feeling of turning arnd n i c laoda n pong recording 'xiao hua da quan'. i miss haikal e joke. i miss jk who cant pronounce fish. i miss benghow n junyang always bringing laughter to 4e5. i miss seeing zhihong umm chio. i miss mummy/mingming doing work conscientiously. i miss copying hw from penny the goddess. 'PENNY PON WE ALL PON LA!' i miss huiyi always copying hw from penny too. i miss jiamin the crazy talkative girl. i miss dip bt not as much since shes in sa. haha. i miss my neighbours in front of me our dear monitress zhengan n junyoong. i miss vincent's laughter, the mouse. n of cux e chiku always trying to ans teacher's qn. i miss laoren. i miss 3-day work week turbo. i miss seeing my brother joseph ng's head on e table. with peanut disturbing him. i miss yz n weixian the pope. yz, i noe 'NI XI HUAN WEI XIAN' haha. selective hearing :D of cux. when all their heads r down mr ravi can only see amira. beside mingyao with his irritating voice. i miss kiao. i miss edward the mama shop. edwardian jokes. his holy laughter. i miss sokheng e god. joel e monkey? i miss mr ravi's way of calling 'yongqing'- best phy rep. i miss e super slack but freaking smart uncle. elizabeth? i c her in sa everyday. i miss kahwai who got scandal with 'ahem' yongxiang fellow sha shou! xuanhan n junda too! the vice head prefect always having gastrics lol. i miss xuanhan to bits though we had a horrible quarrel before. erm guohui who once like me=.-lll n finally zixianzixian e cheeeeese:D 4E5 i miss every single one of u. cya on speech day :D teachers of cux, jingjing we miss u! lets act out our show 'jin zhi yu nue' one day. with my bf jia la fei~ mr ngoh pls eat more n zao xia less. mdm tang pls scold less smile more. mrs yu pls be more strict. ms ee n ms tan take care. mr ravi i miss ur strong cologne. mrs koh i miss bio lesson. i miss every single thing in swiss to bits. i'll be back, see you my dear friends on speech day (: lovelovelove!yizhuang:Went back to Swiss with my dearest HUIYING! Awwwwww! How much I miss that girl. Received our testi from the GO, and Mdm Sathiya(Sp?) who happens to be there commented that me and Ying look like sisters. Hehehs, the n'th person to say that to us! =DRoamed around the school, and every single spot can bring to us a whole chunk of memories. Booo, how much I miss Swiss. It seems that people would only start to cherish when they've lost it. Sighs..Went back to our old classroom, and everything seems the same, yet the feeling is so different. It is no longer 4e5'07 sitting inside, but 4e5'08. We can only look back as alumni-s. = Mr Ngoh is inside as well, conducting Math mock paper, and it saddens me to see how skinny he is right now. The past Mr Ngoh, not-so-light, always cracking the lamest jokes, talking loudly and ending up zaoxia-ing, taking his multi-purpose stick with him, calling Turbo LimMeiMei, pushing all faults in papers to his son, purposely giving us more hw just to see us groan in despair, then pretend to be nice and having a buddha heart. Just Mr Ngoh alone is able to bring back all these memories.Went to the canteen, and I was talking to this girl whom I suppose is Ying's junior. Weirdly enough, we're able to talk non-stop even when I dunno her at all. Oh yar, it just occurred to me that till now, I still dunno wad is her name. Oh wells. Our topic revolves mostly around school life, whether it's possible to attain low L1R5 despite a 29-pointer now, and whether Poly or JC would be a better choice. Everything depends. JC life is indeed exhaustive, but I'm rather sure that Poly wouldn't be the right choice for me. Hehehs..More roaming around after that, trying to look for Mdm Tang. Meanwhile, we went over to the Dungeon, and it's another gush of memories. How we're the only class hosting China friends, how Jos and Ben.H tired to jump over a whole row of chairs, how we camwhored everyday, how we made so many new friends, how this Germany guy came over and we paired him up with Penny, how my standard MSN nick came about due to the pullover I had... memories.Found Mdm Tang, and we did even more talking. About our present lives, about the miracle she did in collaboration with Mrs Lui to attain a MSG of 1.5 for combined humans. She's telling us that having a life of a teacher is never easy, but somehow I still feel that I wouldn't mind being one, but not secondary one though. Ages 1 and below would be the best. Aha! I'll swoon over them everyday and go gaga everyday. Hehehs..weiming:Went back to Swiss to collect SGC with weihao, zhihong and kahwai today. Sze wee came to meet us at the gate before we entered. Papaya aunties in the general office were having good moods today cause they handed me my SGC even though I din't bring my letter. Reminds me of the malay auntie who used to walk around the school with a cold face because she din't get to eat her papaya. We sat in the canteen after that to laugh at people (what swiss do best) in the 2007 year book which came along with the SGC. Somehow, looking back at secondary school life made everybody so emo amidst the laughter and teasing.Anyways, we were chased out of the school by the security guard because weihao was attracting too much attention from the girls (just joking, the guard just wanted us to get out so that he can have an early day).junhao:look no further, there is no patrick lim is this post, he is totally a worthless topic if i compared him to swiss journey in the later part of this post. the only interesting thing today in ajc is bryan tio gang-ed for his birthday and we took him and open his legs and ram the flag pole beside the canteen hahah XDXDok ... back to swissalighting from the MRT, i walk down the escalator and brought me to the familiar sights of bukit gombak mrt station...haizzz.... emotional, so seriously sad, as i was walking back to swiss, from the bukit gombak mrt station to it, suddenly everything flashback-ed to me. every area i saw as i walked sort of like reminds me of the most memorable events that took place there.sitting at the gombak mrt to drink sweettalk with my 2 fellow swiss npcc brothers after every sec 2 training ...the 2 coffee shops where we have our lunches and dinner, it nv seem appealing at that time, now i reall miss it....the 7 eleven store where we always patronise during sec 2....and of course the very slow traffic lights, yet ironically i just hope that the green man willn't light up while i was waiting there today, was admiring my old sch ....entering the sch, i met the security guard, and pass by the carpark area where the national day parade for swiss is being rehearsed today. hearing the "BARIS ..." command, reminds me of the npcc days, during sec 2 when i screwed up my 1st drill test.the npcc contingent saw me, and i saw them too, of course they recognised me, they look pretty shocked too why i came back. but since they are in parade rehearsal, i just gave them a wicked salute.after collecting my SGC, i walked into the sch further...then as i walked in, i walked past the route from the canteen to my classroom's nearest staircase, reminds me the countless times me and joseph and gang smuggle "pauS" + soya bean milk can drink up to class, so that we can play classroom soccer for lunchbreaks. and also somehow i "saw" mdm zainab catching joseph and me with our pauS.next, i went to the CCA block, i hear the same old nostalgic chinese orchestra instrumens practise "music", if i were to be writing this last time, i will say it is NOISES cus it really affected my mood for npcc at 1st floor, (CO is 2nd floor). after all, my tuesday and friday afternoons were spent there...then i saw zhicao, and asked him how has he been doing... not bad. he is now a cadet inspector.then i left, reading the year book as i walk, nice memories.on the ride home, i was tinking about why 1/2 a year passed so fast? Jc life is way too cruel, it deprives u the time to even think abt where u came from just 6 months ago, and yet when we are suddenly reminded of our dearest secondary school, all the fond memories will nearly bring me to tears.swiss foreva ... if there is anything more i could say, i guess it would be i really really really really really missed swiss. and i really really really really really really really missed jiji.
saw huiying online just now and wo zhen de shi feng diao. i teared! damn. i teared!
i guess i really missed her too much. plus am quite worried about her these days. guess she's facing alot of stress and everything. so xin teng her. :(
why. why is jc life robbing her of her happiness?
talked with her abit and seriously missed her from the very very very bottom of my heart. for once, i wanted so much to see her. i wanted so much to give this dear a real big hug(like those in teletubbies), and tell her, how much she's making me worried+sad, how much i cared for her and how much i missed her.
there's just still so much to say but so little time.what's with pw? what's with the homework? what's with the assignments? what's with the new topics? what's with promos? what's with jcs?when the world says give up, hope whispers try it one more time.
