saw jy's post.

well done. i just sit infront of the computer screen and start crying.
and closed the window before finishing everything.
i couldnt bring myself to continue reading.

or maybe there wasn't even a need to finish reading it. cos it just meant more crying.
i am so sorry.
i felt so sorry.

can you tell me what have i done?
no. you don't have to. cos i know very well. i just hurt such an important person in my life.

if that's what i wanted to do, good job. i did it.
i just took a knife, and stabbed him and myself right in the place where it hurts most.
i never knew i was that spot on.

stop putting up a brave front. stop.
i am as weak as who i am.

对不起，真的。
我以后再也不谈恋爱了。 我再也不要。