a friend is leaving jc for the polytechnic in our class. was rather shocked by the news cos i didn't expect that to happen.

weren't that close with the girl, by the name, sok eng.
she has been a quiet girl, who doesnt talk much to me. seems like those hi-bye frends in the class. maybe some occasional talk-cock-session with her. some little little giggles here and there.

pathetic me. 6 months into the class and i realised i do have quite a few hi-bye friends. :(

her departure sets me thinking. how did she ever made such an decision? how did she ever summon that whole lot of courage to give up everything about jc at this point in time? i wondered.
and i realised, i admired her courage. i asked myself, how many of us can actually be like her? to admit that we had made a wrong decision right from the begining. to admit that we arent suitable in the jc curriculum at all. and putting it plainly, to admit that it is really time to get ourselves out of the jc system.


giving up doesnt mean you are weak. sometimes it means that you're strong enough to let go.

sokeng, know you wouldn't get to see this post ever. but still, sincerely wish you all the best for your future. follow your dreams and your heart. i know it will bring you to where you really want to be. goodbye & goodluck. takecare, my fren! :) till we meet again.