i have a cute cousin. seriously. and you know, i guess i really thank god for her, and for all my family members. :)

ytd went to an uncle's mother funeral. mum, sis n i hitched a ride from my cousin's dad car. apparently, after we alighted, she blurted out to her mum, saying that she's worried if i might feel very sad to attend a funeral. whether i would start thinking about gong gong.

okay. initially i thought i would be very sad too. you know, 触境伤情！but it turned fine actually. i didnt think much about it as i indulged in the game of monopoly with mum and sis until we finally went off 2 hours later.

i didnt know she visited my blog. ( i thought it was so damn ulu) but you know. she might have googled it. haha! smart girl. anyways, yeah. so she read my blog these days and felt that im not that happy. that explains the worry.

so aunt called mum this morning and blurted it out to mum that you know, im bla bla bla. so mum called me and damn. she asked whats wrong with me.

anyway. yeah. that's the whole thing. i smsed my cousin later, feeling abit angry(in fact very angry, i must admit) and demanded an explanation(sounded exaggerating). after some interogation, she admitted(to commiting the crime) haha. just some minutes ago, aunt called and explained the whole matter to me and that everything's just everyone's 不小心 and 出于关心. which is true lah. and she said my cousin is crying like stupid shit! scolding her why she 大嘴巴. haha. i guess she understands that i might feel angry bah.

anyway, i dont blame her anymore. she is really just worreid and showing her care. why should i blame her for that? and i thought she is really cute eh? hahahaha.

it might have been just an episiode that unknowingly spiced up the otherwise boring saturday.
but to me, i guess it meant a lot. thanks, dawn. thanks for caring. you were right. i wasn't having a great time these days. but it wasn't because of gonggong.

no matter what, don't take it to heart. i don't blame you! :)