jiji gathering/picnik!
it's been so long since we met up again.
met baba and yp at dover mrt to get baba's kfc. but that yp late as usual! so end up me and baba went into SP ourselves in a bid to find kfc... direction given by yp was of no use to us and end up we decided to jus ask any of the students from sp, risking the possibility of being discovered as intruders! haha.alright. we did ask and we were guided to kfc.
met turbo at sp's busstop and we all got a shock when we see turbo carrying a big bag of styrofoam boxes. lol. it was beehoon! that turbo really smart until nobody can beat. she dabao 6 packets of bee hoon from kopitiam! solid.
reached botanic gardens 30mins earlier.lousy estimation of time by me.haha. so we sat near the swan lake and talked(rather loudly), in a bid to chase away the couple beside us since we wanted that place.haha. but to no avail.
after hy came, we head off to a patch of grass.laid down our food and we started eating! without yz.haha.
cos she is damn late~
that hy. got potential boyfriend neh share!
that yp. wear bikini neh let us see!
after lunch, we took some random shots and exchanged our xmas gifts.
i got a watch from ali.
ali got a watch from yp.
turbo got a watch from me.
yp got a shirt from yz.
hy got a shirt form turbo.
yz got a wallet form hy.
感觉上大家好像都不一样了，大家都长大了吧！ 说不上是好还是坏。但就是不一样的感觉。
after gift xchange, we went down to town. went to 313 to shop for turbo's belated bd present. initially we thot of giving her a haircut since her hairdo really cmi already! budden after much consideration, we decided to do away with that idea. we got her an earrphone instead. and the rest of the money left over were given to her as cash.
then we went to gloria jeans to chill. first time ever jiji went to some decent place to chill!
haha.everytime the kumaleh people will go starbucks then jiji will go kopitiam, fastfood etc etc. that time even got ntuc's packet drinks as a substitution for coffee okay!
so we sat down and each of us got a drink and started to talk.me and hy started to talk about our taiwan trip.
how everyone should go there while they are still young and how great the place is for shopping and backpacking etc etc etc.
we wanna go back to taiwan!!!!then turbo and baba needa leave early. so left the rest of jiji, we went to shop for my super belated bd present! haha.okay. we didnt get my bd present but instead they all got their dresspants from G2000 and yea. btw, we met cheryl! lol. how nice~ so we shopped around tgt.
at around 9pm, cheryl left and the 4 of us decided to go for our dinner. yp brought us to some ulu place and had a
sumptuous korean food!
and then home sweet home.
pictures on facebook. lazy to download. :X
Friday, December 18, 2009/6:01 AM
08s14 chalet at aloha loyang!
lol.it was pathetic lah only afew turned up for the first night.
and only 6 stayed over. but we come to a conclusion that 6 is a good number!
good number for any activities, for finding seats, for staying over in chalet...
it started to rain when we were about to start our bbq for the first night.so end up we cooked our dinner using all the things we have in the kitchen! it was damn cool!
afterwhich siraj and hazel came.and rain has stopped so we went on for our bbq!
siraj's sons are so cute and handsome! can't imagine how pretty siraj's wife will be like.
and yeap.we called siraj by his name;
siraj. heh heh.he said we could do that after we graduate from pioneer~ :DDDD
second night was slightly better. more people turned up.
some random shots.
chatted with jie at night. for a very long time. and i told her everything. about me and him.
about how i was so sad when i heard his name again.
about how things turned out this way.
about how we would have been together for 2 years if we hadn't gone our separate ways.
about how he had changed and how i had changed.
about how i don't dare to think about the reasons why we have to break up.
about anything and everything!
i thought i saw her tears welling up when i told her one particular incident.
thank you,jie for being around.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009/3:41 PM
met up with jiamin and danny!
as usual,danny is rich like shit. so going out with him cost us a bomb!
guess it always feels good to meet up with old friends. especially after losing touch with them during the busy exam period.
laughed,crapped and had lots of fun.
we ate at 3 places in a day.
Ajisen,followed by PS cafe,then Ben and Jerry's.
after Ajisen at Takashimaya, we head down to Dempsey Hill to chill.
quite a good place indeed. at least its away from the roads and the buzz of city. lots of cafe and restaurants. a good place to catch up with friends or just sit there and enjoy the music,the breeze.
liked the atmosphere in PS cafe. 光听名字就能让我觉得这个地方很特别。果然，感觉很棒。很有feel! 但价钱也很有feel lor!but 是很好吃啦。
afterwhich, we walked to Ben and Jerry's. on the way,we stood near a xmas tree situated in the middle of the carpark and start snapping pictures. lol. that danny dunno how to take pictures! either blurred or too dark etc etc.
then finally to ben and jerry's and tried their ice cream for the first time. not bad.they have alot of exotic flavours!
plus the atmosphere and people around me.果然是个很棒的夜晚!
afterwhich we went down to town.took pictures again at ion orchard and received xmas gifts from danny! how nice!
真得很开心可在pj认识了danny. 更开心可以在pioneer继续和jm一起。其实我想我真的很幸运。上天赐给了我很多要好的朋友，很多可以依赖的朋友。
all in all, it was a wonderful meet up, with wonderful friends, at a wonderful place. :)
/4:11 AM
从台湾回来了。早就回来了。只是没时间update.
台湾之旅太棒了。是玩得很开心，很开心。
认识了新的朋友。有了新的体验。也开阔了新的视野。简直不想回家！
就不先聊台湾之旅了。照片还没到手。等拿到照片再说吧！
11dec.我回到了swiss.再一次回到了一个充满美好回忆的地方。
swiss co camp 吗。所以老师叫我回去一趟。如果不是为了老师们，我应该不会回去了。毕竟我认识的juniors们也不多了。
再一次回到华乐。
回忆啊，回忆。又全部回来了。一转眼又两年。
怀念起当年的自己。羞涩的自己。
那一晚，我一个人坐在面对学校的carpark.什么都没做。就只是坐着。做得累了，就躺下来，看看天上的星星。不知道是不是幻觉，我好像看见流星划过天边。看到后就也没多想，先许了愿。很莫名其妙的，我竟然也为他许了。
那一天回去，老师们不停的问我跟他的事。
还会不会再在一起。可不可以再给彼此机会。
我只是笑笑，没有回答。只留下一句，顺其自然吧。
为什么还要提起他。自从从朋友那儿听说他已有喜欢的人了的消息后，每一次再听见他的事时就会莫名的感伤。
林老师说，九月份他和yongbin回去swiss时，yongbin说他喜欢上别人。
她问他谁比较美，他说是欣婷。
林老师跟他说我对他还有感情，她说他是开心的。
我该有怎样的反应？
开心吗？我不知道。真的不知道。
你一直以为会对你永不变心的人变心了，那是什么感觉？
是我笨，是我自找，是我活该。
怨不得人。
本以为从台湾回来后一切会变好的。可为什么对他的思念会越边越浓。
放下，可以吗？
Friday, December 4, 2009/9:48 AM
我又决定回来了。但这次不会在公开或什么的。没必要，没必要。
我毕业了。正式毕业了。因为A level考完了。两年的初院生活就到此结束。
是我梦寐以求的吧！
明天就会飞去台湾。是度假。是休息。是开阔视野。也是我人生第一个疗伤旅程。
和他分开，也有一年半了。是的。
放不下。还是放不下。
但这一次去台湾。真的会式着忘记。忘记我们的过去。忘记我们的点点滴滴。
因为真的想放下，往前走。move on.
折腾了这么久，还不够吗？
听说他有喜欢的人了。是啊。好难过。好痛心。因为觉得我都还没变心，他怎么可以。
但想想，有什么不可以？是我先放弃了他，不是吗？
嘴巴说希望他早就move on.但心里根本不想，不信，也不准。
女人，很自私吧？
六天的时间试图去放下一年半放不下的事。
是傻，是不切实际，还是勇敢？
可以吧。以前不知道他已有喜欢的人了啊。所以才一直牵挂，留念，幻想。
但现在知道了，是否就能跨越一大步？
希望。
希望。
