now i realised how awful it feels to not like your job;to not like what you are doing. every little thing about it annoys you that much.so much so that you literally feel like quitting the job every day you report to work. how awful!couldn't imagine how much i hated this job right now. screw ngoh!gave me 3 relief periods today and i just commented that it was alot.. just one pathetic sentence from me and he jitao shoot me, say why i always complain one. god. god.god. when the hell have i ever complained to him?super mean! felt so damn hurt by what he said to me.maybe i shouldn't even utter a word.i am just like a bloody rt.should just shut up and do. and then pack and leave whatever shit to the next teacher that is taking over me.felt somuch injustice and really feel like quitting right in his face!does he have to sound so mean?im like really hurt. really really hurt. its like someone whom you admired and respected so much,whom you thought treats you so well say something so hurtful to you.you should have seen the face he gave me. i couldn't forget that face, that tone, that sentence from him.
please, please, i needa really like this job soon.like really soon! if not i really can't survive!i couldn't bear with it anymore. i needa love my students, i needa love marking, i needa love planning lessons, i needa love being in school. i needa love everything little thing about being a teacher so i can enjoy my remaining days here.