am alone at home. long since i am alone at home. liked this feeling. really liked this feeling of solitude. after so much buzz and activity outside, here i am, alone, listening to songs i like and typing this post. alot of things took place these few weeks. hard to describe every little thing. but yeah.
1) went to ms toh's house as usual for CNY gathering. always good to see familiar faces every year during this period. alot of things have changed, indeed. ms toh got a new pet in addition to 'xiao gui'!- its a dog, called 'dian dian'. haha.a lovely dog indeed. this year we didn't have steamboat but ms toh catered food instead. of course, food is good and we felt really uneasy for that burn in her pockets. but still, guess some of us still preferred the usual steamboat we had for the last 2 years. its the 2nd year me n jy went to ms toh's house not as a couple but as friends. felt sad definitely. but guess there aren't anything else i could do.
i looked at him from the back. how familiar and yet how distant. i kept thinking to myself, what will happen if we hadn't gone our separate ways. will i be holding on to him, sitting next to him?
2) huiying and yizhuang dear joined me in swiss since march1st. great! they made teaching life less mundane and lifeless. cos we spend most of our free periods together, talking, crapping and food party-ing. seriously liked that though i always complain to them that eversince they came, i became so distracted! in actual fact, im secretly thanking god for them to be around! we are happening RTs indeed. shopping and dinning at JP one fine day after lessons, karaoke at hy's house, IT fair, badminton, walked home form swiss etc etc!
3) talking about IT fair, it was fantastic! went on friday together with ms lim and we were ultra efficient in helping her get her IPHONE! and yeap, she got it without paying a single dollar. holy mama~ afterwhich, lunched at swensens and ms lim hopped away happily with her new iphone for her facial. the 3 of us went in back to IT fair. spent a hell long time searching for my cheap hard-disk and thumbdrive and huiying her camera. finally got mine at a relatively cheap bargain! then we headed on to SAMSUNG booth for hy's camera. god-like, she got an ultra solid camera that have 2 LCD screens! that was a good bargain too cos the 3 of us were so freaking thick skinned. keep bargaining and keep asking for freebies. haha. was a very fun experience anyway! sense of satisfaction for ourselves were high cos we were really ultra thick skin to the max. and yeap, it was literally the whole afternoon in the IT fair itself cramming with hell lots of people and hell loud shoutings for cheap stuffs. fun!
4) went cycling with cia! rented bike at sunshine place and we rode all the way from sunshine place, following the PCN, to xiao guilin, then PCN again, along bukit batok/gombak area(anw, bb is ultra big!we spent a long time going round bb itself!) , then along the pedestrian lanes all the way to some ulu place which looked like some industrial areas(and we are not intimidated! we continue our journey!), then all the way to somewhere near expressway(we didn't went on to the expressway of course) and then finally found our way to clementi. holy mama! it was a crazy ride indeed. but was seriously fun and fulfilling.
5) was asked this question. 有没有一个人曾经让你很伤心过？was a triggering question for me and i did think through it hard and carefully. i guess it will be jy. not that he had done anything hurtful to me or has let me down in one way or the other, but guess it's because i still couldn't let go of him after so long.
6) NTU and NUS open houses. visited 2 schools on one day itself with yz. admittedly, it was a fruitful trip. but still, couldn't decide what to take on. still a question between interest vs prospects.
