The day I dreaded most is finally coming. The moment when hey, he has really moved on and he is on his way of courting another lady and he is going to get hold of her hands soon,just like how he got mine 2 years ago. This could be it but you know, there's still this tinge of feeling in me that hopes this was merely a misunderstanding. A tinge? Probably not too. which leaves me feeling all so pathetic again. I knew all this will come one day. But I didn't expected it now. Right now. When I'm still so attached to these strings of emotions. I know there aren't any reason why he gotta wait. Wait for me to get over. But can he? Just on the account that i was someone he once treasured dearly? What a joke. What a hilarious reason I just gave to myself. I guess I know clearly, no amount of time gonna cut those attachments I had. Cos 2 years worth of time didn't.