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long long time since i really sat down and blog. okay first of all, uploading my photos to facebook is really freaking me out.i cant take it anymore man. screw my sony nex!!!!!!!!! okay i mean, good camera=good quality photographs=big files=slow uploading in fb=hang big time=irritate me to no ends! omg. im ready to smash my computer really. i freaking need a new com!!!! okay.i know i should stop. all these wants are really making me a very uncontented person. which i hated. okay fine. back to life! okay. i must say. alot of things had happened! it seems like just a couple of months or so. but it felt like alot. it felt as if i have went through alot. maybe its just me, you know.
1) met up with neo neo for kbox! hee. long time since we htht! it literally felt like claiming back this lost friend of mine whom i was so close to before.u get what i mean? i mean we used to be really close. and in the middle of our friendship,we lost each other. we stopped talking like close friends. we stop hanging out like best friends. so its like. yeah. come to realise, i seemed to be always in this kind of circumstances? losing and claiming friendships. but anyway, so we kboxed(i really loved it) and we talked. talked about how she should go about planning her life now.argh. its so tough. its just so tough to talk about such stuffs, right? who am i to comment or advice? but anw, i tried but i dont know how things are turning out now. cos i haven been able to get back to her since we last met. and i dunno how to approach either! hmm. tough nut to crack.
2)first outing with my uni clique. should we call ourselves a clique? hmm. okay. maybe we should. it was surprisingly enjoyable i would say. just pure talking and crapping with them. hmm. okay. sometimes i do think. maybe i didnt really liked this clique. i mean i would have preferred a much 'havoc' gang of friends. who will bring me to do things i never done before(okay, like clubbing.haha; a good eg will be cx's uni clique?) i mean people say uni are the times you do all kinds of crazy stuffs with crazy people? i jus cant help it you know, cant help it to look forward to a very colourful uni life. but yet i realise that it's just me, who cant be bothered to take the initiative(like joining more activities/ccas or whatever!) its really contradicting i know. and yes, i think i cant really explain all these in words. haha. okay. i think i should just stop explaining. anyway, jiang zhen de,im still quite glad that i met them lah. cant imagine how much dull-er my uni life will be without them! and they are caring friends too! and we do laugh alot together. so i should really be contented.
3)went for blood donation drive at ntu! couldnt really remember how many times i did this. but anyway, i did it again. and it kinda sucks. cos i nearly fainted! hahaha. of course, is i noob! i too hao lian already! haven rest enough jiu wanna go off le(cos my frens waiting for me!) so when i got up the stairs, jitao very giddy. then almost knock out but hai hao, quickly sit down and rest. hahaha. okay. next time i donate i sumpah will rest long long! heh.
4)mini co gathering at mayim! oh well, credits to our dear jieying! it was a really great meet up i would say. damn long never see these people! and totally reminds me of my co days. ahhh. working like mad with them. discussing this discussing that. still remember how scary was xuanhan! how me and jieying always pick up all the saikang to do. how we cried like shit over syf. literally a flood of memories! it felt so long ago. so long since i gave out all my heart and soul into something other than studying. suddenly missed that feeling. really! should i commit to something again?
5)curl canvassing event! haha. first time since i did carwashing. quite excited actually. and yeah, had fun! though it was quite hard to get those resident's consent initially, we eventually did and raised quite a sum! yay!
6)bought my long awaited sony nex 3!!!!!!!!! totally can't believe it. and totally can't contain my excitement. i also dont know what got onto me that made me buy it. omg. been thinking and thinking about it and the price had put me off everytime im prepared to get it. tsk tsk. and then here comes my aunt! who offered to credit it to her credit card for me. and i pay her instalments every month. that offer's too tempting to resist yo! and here comes my camera! hee. been playing with it for quite sometime and photo quality has been within my satisfaction!(haha, of course must lah! i spend a bomb!) yeap. but like what i say, it's taking me bloody long to upload it to fb. which is really sad!
7)movie marathon at PJC! hee. it was really great! movie list was quite good, and many of the class people turned up. yay! though at the last movie, i was almost knocked out(karate kid's front part is kinda boring?), most of us managed to ton through the whole session! and had fun talking rubbish with them, talking about those jc days etc etc. i seriously never thought we would be meeting up so often after we graduate from jc. it's like, a surprisingly lasting friendship, that i really treasured now! of course i know, i can't possibly compare them to my sec school friends. and yes, there are just some things that can never be compared in life. so yes, just let me induldge in these wonderful friendships that i have forged with everyone that came into my life for the past nineteen years.
8) okay im like. oh my god, i finally passed my BTT! argh. such a painful experience! haha. i mean i failed it the other time and i was like saying, im not going to take it anymore? heh. but well, i made it afterall in this 2nd try. yayness! im slowly on my way to driving! found a private instructor and had my first 2 lessons. i can only say wow! im on the road already yo! just 2 lessons into driving? damn fierce! and okay. its damn scary!and seriously not easy at all. hope all things go well!
9)kase gathering@ pitstop cafe! hee. i loved this bunch of friends totally. my beloved taiwan gang. just being with them is enough to really let me reminisci(sp?) my taiwan trip so much! and yes, everytime we're together, we do stupid stuffs. okay. not stupid stuffs literally but haha. i don't know how to phrase it also. anyway, had hell lots of fun at pitstop cafe, especially when we're playing taboo. heehee. totally lost ourselves and shouted like siao!ending was of course, surprising jk with the belated birthday celebration. heh. and did i mention that the 6 of us begged the taxi uncle to let us all in to the taxi? lol. 6 of us! omg... but okay. its really damn fun! it was really one of my best nights after so long of studying etc etc. hee. can't thank god enough for them!
10)xiaohan's 21st party! the first to turn 21 amongst us. haha. party was held at a hotel room which was rather nice! long time since we all met and gathered. though it was rather awkward initially, i guess everything turned out fine later. took alot of pictures and everything. it was really a very nice birthday celebration with those friends whom we had known each other for like, 7 years? oh man. 7years sounds really a long time! i guess i really treasure these friends alot. although we are not really really all so close, but i don't know. haha. its just the feeling. when i flipped those past photos, i really feel heartened from the bottom of my heart. although i know that after me and jy broke up, i could feel that things are a little different. but i still treasured everyone's friendship alot. that's why im always ready and willing to make birthday cards for everyone of them.(haha. probably they really hated that cos there's really nothing much to write for the card after so many years..) but anyway, i really hope this friendship within us wouldn't change. not when me and jy are no longer couples. not when all of us have our own circle of friends. not when time don't permit us to meet up more often. a toast to our friendship!
11) my first assignment with my sony nex 3: collecting all the xmas trees around! hee. walked from takashimaya, all the way to clarke quay alone. i love it. realised i loved walking alone. just doing nothing, have nowhere in mind, and keep walking on and on. maybe i just need some time on my own. to think about everything, anything, or even nothing. when life gets a little too tough, maybe i could have just walked on and on. maybe i could have just walked on and not turn back.
12)jiji gathering! eehar! xmas celebration cum yz's birthday celebration! met up earlier to get yz's birthday present but apparently we failed. and we met pongpong's newfound bf, alvin! yay! hee. so sweet! so happy for her yo! heh. so we went on to have dinner at a korean's restaurant at fareast as recommended by baba. (oh and we met tarandip!)not bad not bad! had our xmas exchange and yay! i got a planner from pongpong! so nice yo! and then we head out to the orchard road to take pictures. haha. took hell lots of pictures outside ion. (btw, we met edward!) and then hy gotta leave for clubbing with ruben. haha. another lovey dovey bird. i know jiji gonna stay as friends for a long long time. i know that for sure. and i promise to maintain it that way. sometimes i think i really really loved jiji alot. cos im really close with each and everyone of them and i really feel comfortable when im with them. there's nothing to hide infront of them. and i just loved the way we are. i know there are times when the friendship's unstable;shaky. but we have long past that stage. and we are now moving on to a very stable friendship; stable enough to last us till a long time. okay. of course that's what i hope. but im confident that this will be the case! i can only say,life arent easy without friends. and i have had an easier time with them around! another toast to our friendship!
13) spent christmas eve with yizhuang. okay. we reckon that its better to not spend it at home alone? afterall its such a romantic festive season and its really sad to be alone(since we both don't get to spend it with our bf). so we met up, went to chinatown to get out Koi and headed to Suntec for a play staged by turbo's church! heh. the play was awesome! liked it very much. and it was sort of the first time that i attended such christian-ish event. after the play, we dabao-ed mac for dinner and we walked to orchard road to immerse in the atmosphere. walked through esplanade and i told yz that i really hated to be here, in esplanade. cos it reminds me of my past relationship and i really feel sore just by being at the place. okay fine. we walked through and met Amira there! hee. a really pleasant surprise cos it's been so long since i saw her. last time was probably during the o levels results release? heh. that was like ages ago! so we chatted abit. updated about each other's life and yeah. so we walked from raffles city shopping centre, all the way back to orchard road. and we had our own version of k box along the way! sang super loud and totally igonored those walking past us. finally, made our way back to orchard road and i must say its really really crowded! first time spending xmas eve at orchard road. though we didnt really stayed at the most crowded place(we sat by he roadside and had our own version of countdown!), it was still great. then it was night-rider home and movie marathon at yz's house! thats how these 2 poor bf-less souls spent their xmas eve. heh.
14) christmas at xiaoshu's house! you know, when we get older, family gatherings naturally becomes lesser. was it really because we have all grown up? or was it because gonggong's not around anymore. i hate to admit this. but can i? anyway, it was still an enjoyable christmas spent with my cousins. those whom i became closer to this year. and i can't thank god enough for that. merry christmas, world!
