I never thought I would spend my birthday like this. Yes, like this. Here am I, sitting at the Starbucks Cafe at Plaza Sing, with a cup of java chip and a double chocolate muffin. Okay. They're perfect combinations! I didn't plan for this. Was suppose to meet up jingjie at ion for an ice cream buffet. But something crop up at home and she couldnt make it. And by the time I was informed, I was already in town, beautifully dressed up! Yes, I'm in a dress now. Haha. It might sound a lil pathetic I know. But hmm, better than I thought! I quite like this feeling. Just doing nothing; people watching. Of course, I hope I don't meet anybody here, right now. Hard to explain my loneliness to them.(wenxian and friends just went past! Glad he didn't see me! Haha.) yeah. Anyway, the ex asked me out for a birthday treat tomorrow, which I politely rejected even though im free. I didnt want to do this. But i guess i needa protect myself. Before i could really get over this person, maybe i shouldnt see him at all. And that's about it. What a peaceful 20th that I have hoped for. Hee. Happy birthday! :)