Just a random thought and I started reading those emails we sent to each other when he was in china then. You know, it was so.. Amazing. Sweet. I don't know how to describe. Those things we wrote. Those love we expressed. I could even feel it right now. Feel my heart racing all over again. I know I shouldn't have had them still lying in my mail box. But removing it haven come across my mind either. Suddenly I thought. Maybe the younger us are much more braver in voicing love. We think less, we contemplate less. We just take the leap of faith. Maybe we should all feel ashamed of that lost of courage as we age; That we no longer dared to say love. To find love. To be loved. Those were really sweet memories. Memories that were coated with so much truthfulness, so much passion, and so much courage.

I reminisced those days.
But you know, at the very least.
I can read through all those, not crying.