You know, some times I wonder. Do I really loved him so much? That I couldn't get over this after so long? Or was it just because I haven found a new love. A new love that will take over his position, that will create new memories for me to recall and reminisce. For a split moment just now, I strongly believed that it was the latter. That it's only because I haven found a new love to take over him and this past relationship. This is because i just managed to browsed through his photos on fb, heart not skipping a single bit. This could mean that I probably don't love him anymore now. Okay. Maybe not "anymore" but "not as much". Although this still doesn't mean I have gotten over, at least I know I couldn't let go not because I still loved him and longed for his affections. But that it's because I haven found the real love of my life who will provide me with all the love I needed. It was at that split moment that the believe that "he is not my right guy" surfaced and i realised I feel okay about it. And all along, I have wrongly convinced and confused myself. Convincing myself that no other man is better than him and confusing the reasons why I still couldn't get over the relationship. So maybe, all I needed now isn't him. It's just that someone out there whom I haven met.

And accept this. What's meant to be, will be.