Finally, finally I see how stupid and dumb I had been. All these while. I have been a fool. To think I couldn't get over that man. That man who couldn't even remember which school I'm in now. What course I'm pursuing. Hahaha. I want to laugh. I want to laugh my head off. I want to laugh till I roll on the floor. I can't imagine how ridiculous all these had became. After so long. After so many tears. After so many sleepless nights. I realize how much time I've wasted. Wasted on someone who has long treated me as a friend. Just a friend. Nothing more than a friend. I have to thank him. You know, I really have to thank him. Thank him for that call. If not for that call, I wouldn't have seen everything opening up so clearly infront of me. I knew it. I knew someday like this will come. Someday, when I finally realize how much a fool I had been. Realized how much time I have wasted. Yes, I think it came a little late. Later than it should. But it's alright. At least it came. I'm so ready to get over this man. And I know it's really not about him anymore. Love, please knock on my door again. I'm really ready to embrace you now.