Had a really bad day.
Wai gong's feverish yesterday night. Wai po's not feeling well at home. Gong developed some complications today. And I simple can't force myself to probe any further. I can't stand hearing something bad again. My mind's so messed up right now. So messed up. It's been so long since I had to cry myself to sleep. But my mind's running so wild now. And I can't help it. I felt so helpless that the only thing I could do is just cry. I don't know what else to do. How else to do other than crying.
