it has never occurred to me that things have to end this way. but now, right now, the end seems near. and it seems clear. i never thought losing this friend would make such a big difference to me but right now, i feel the impact. the hollowness in me right now is hard to contain.

we came as a group, the five of us. coming to this place with so much joy, so much excitement, so much anticipation. knowing that the trip is going to bring us closer, create even more fond memories, in addition to those that we have formed over the last 2 years.

why do things change. why do people change. or is it not about us changing? i thought i have no qualms about losing this friend. but then again, i still feel pity. that our friendship has to end now, at this place, at this island full of happiness and joy, he has decided to walk away from us.

it is a friend that has to go./? stubbornness is getting us nowhere. we are reaching nowhere. how about reconsidering your decision, my friend?

or.does. this. spell. the. end.